unexpected • joey birlem

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Chase: Kayla we need to talk

My heart began to beat rapidly knowing this is never good. I text him to come over and put my hands on my face.
I prepare myself for the worse, I wasn't ready for this at all. Chase and I literally just started dating and a couple days ago we were fine and talked everything out.

There was a knock on the front door, I got up and head downstairs to finally know what he wants to talk about.

"Hey" I fake smile letting Chase in. We head into the living room and sat down next to each other. His eyes watered and he looked down.

"Kayla I'm sorry. You don't deserve this at all" I knew it. This wasn't gonna be good at all.

"Just tell me" I whisper. A tear rolls down his cheek making me more nervous.

"I was at this party, my friends and I all got drunk. I didn't want to but, but I did to have fun. We were all chilling on the couch talking to different people. This girl and I were talking a lot and just long story short. I don't know why but she kissed me and we ended up making out. Kayla I seriously don't know why I did it, I got her off of me then left" I stare at the ground shocked that he did this.

"Kayla I hate myself so much right now. I regret it. I like you so fucking much. I cant lose you" I didn't say anything.
I felt numb, everything keeps happening to me one by one.

"Please say something Kayla" he was holding in his cry making my heart shatter.

"Kayla please" I didn't know what to say at all. I was lost of words.

"I need time to think about this Chase. I'm not mad, i'm not mad at you. If you really did like me you would've never done that" I say softly.

"Kayla I like you! only you! my head wasn't at the right place, I drank way to much then I even wanted! I'm not using this as an excuse either. Baby you need to believe me" I nod and look down.

"It's fine. Give me a couple days please" I let tears roll down my cheek. I look at him seeing he was crying.

"Okay" we both stood up and walk towards the front door silently. I open the door and kept my head down. He put his hand behind my neck and kisses my head, making more tears fall.

"I'll talk to you soon okay?" I say, he weakly smiles and walks to his car. I shut the front door and burst into tears.

Why does this have to happen to me?

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It's been three days since everything, still haven't talked to Quinton nor Chase, or anyone for that matter.
I locked myself in my room, everyone started getting the hint that I needed and wanted to be alone.
It felt like everything was against me, like nothing wants to work for me.

I went through social media and looked at Chases profile. He was inactive on everything. I sigh shutting my phone off, putting my head into the pillow.

There was a knock on my door, I stay quite and turn my head to the door waiting for someone to walk in. The door slowly opens, I fake smile as I see Preston and Joey standing next to him.

"I'll leave you two alone" Preston says, Joey sits next to me on the bed and sighs.

"What happened?" tears roll down my cheek, he snakes his arms around my waist pulling me into his lap and held me close.