One of my guy friends recently told me he was bisexual. I didn't see it comming, because he used to make (sometimes insulting) Jokes about people who are lgbt.
I don't remember how, but the topic of me being Bi or lesbian came up again. And when they adressed me about it, I couldn't keep it for myself. I explained to my friends that I was questioning. My bestfriend was Very happy and said she knew it. My other friends reacted almost the same way.
I already have a friend who is bisexual and I told my friends that I wanted to DM her to ask how she knew she was Bi.
They said In needed to do that. So a few weeks later I finally had the courage to text her. I send her a long text explaining my situation and asking her how she knew.
She explained everything and said that she watched lesbian porn together with a friend who was straight (a girl ofcourse). Het friend was kind of disgusted by it, but she didn't mind it and was kind of aroused by it (my Bi friend). She send me the link of the website. I knew I had to watch it. But I didn't feel comfortable watching porn, so I waited a while.
It was kind of weird to look at it, but i have to say... i didn't mind looking at it.
So with that it kind of made me more sure about my sexuality, but it also made me more confused at the same time.
It is very confusing.
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wait, what?//(Bi)
Non-FictionSo yeah, basically I am questioning my sexual orientation and I wanted to make a book/diary about my "journey" where I figure this out. Maybe this book helps others who are in te same situation as I am. Or maybe someone has tips for me that can help...
