Broken: My Patience

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"When the end comes,

When my heart parts  from my body,

As my soul cares to stress my hate,

Who will be there to take the note of surrender?

And who will make a path

Of my deepest secrets?

Who will receive my final farewell?

WHo cares enough to take me away to tomorrow?

A final goodbye a final night mare

As the hate takes over my F.E.A.R,

And i will not give in!

(Chorus)

I will stand strong!

Ill be faithful for the ones who care,

I will echo the words of tomorrow

I will measure this adoration again my F.E.A.R,

While my Heroes teach me to adore....

(End chorus)

Five men clad in black

A show of determined survival,

Depression Anxiety

It all fades away at the sound of golden music...."

(Claimer! I wrote these lyrics! I expect you to have some dignity and not use this without my permission, please. Thanks! - Your author)

        I closed my notebook. "And that's all i have for 'Adore.'" I announced, and received a round of applause from the now famous Black Veil Brides.  I stood up and Serena scrambled up besides me, and we performed a sarcastic bow. I beamed, proud of my greatest accomplishment. For now.

        "Beautiful!" Jinxx said, and then a warning sounded. "Black Veil Brides, your on in seven! Serena! Come out! Their waiting."

        Nine year old Serena hauled her brand spanking new guitar out onto the stage, the curtains still shrouding. Blinding blue and red lights were directed at Serena as the curtains withdrew. The crowd fell silent, milling in confusion. This was not BVB.

        Then she began to play. A sweet, haunting melody. Gentle, just like her. Andy pushed the courtains aside by the side stage, walking out. The crowd cheered deafeningly, and i beamed, listening to my lyrics  being sung.

        "A sweet little girl, tired of being hurt and flung, listens to the lyrics being sung...."

        I closed my eyes and leaned back against my chair as the rest of Black Veil Brides got ready. "See ya Kilee," Jinxx said, kissing my head before they went to the entrance of the stage, getting ready to walk up behind Serena and Andy.

        "A tired soul, a broken spirit, a final pull of whisky, a silent plee, a plee to be free....."

        I Remained back stage as the others left,  listening to the music. The music i wrote. I tapped my foot the the beat, taking a pull of a Monster.   I'll be honest, my lyrics for Little Girl weren't exactly promising, but Serenas idea for a tune made then beautiful, if not saddening. 

        "Having nothing left, a voice full of words left unsaid, A sweet little girl gone unsaved....."

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        "Good job!" I cheered as the boys came back stage, sweaty and gross. I didn't hug them.

        "Thanks Ki-Ki." Jake panted, and the boys filed into the changing rooms to shower and get ready for the signings. I took Serenas hand and we went into the girls changing. I sat at a stool and carefully applied thin black eyeliner while Serena played with braiding my hair. Apparently, she had braided in a silver ribbon, and liked it, so she tied it off. I left it, just for her.

        I helped Serena choose a outfit for the signing. Eventually, we ended up matching, exactly. We had on knee length shimmery silver dresses, which flared out adorably. The sleeves were a bit short, but covered our shoulders. I put Serens black hair  into a silky bun before we left. 

        "Theres our girls!" Ashley cooed as we came out, wrapping an arm over my shoulders. Thankfully, he showered. Andy picked little Serena up and carried her outside, where cameras flashed. I put on my most dazzling smile. 

        "This is our music writer and best friend, Kilee. For safety reasons, her last name with remain confidential. But! Please know she's the most talented lyric writer we've had." I blushed at Jakes words and ducked into Ashleys side. Serena slid down from Andy and ran over to me, hugging my around my waist and dragging my butt back inside, both of us blushing furiously. We gave out dozens of signatures on our way back, the band and fans right behind us. 

        "Daddy! Up?" She asked Jinxx innocently. Sighing in defeat, he lifted her onto his lap, letting her add her signature to the back of a CD a fan handed him. "To Ziax, a true fan....." He said, and handed the CD back with a smile. The lines for the meet and greet only grew, and i stood to the side of CC, where they told me to stay.

        "Can i have your signature?" A girl not much older than I asked, so i shrugged and she handed me a CD. I smiled as i put my first name signature on it with a flourish. "To my VERY FIRST fan, Kilee." I said, and she gasped. "But your lyrics are amazing!  You've got to be kidding. No?! Holy-" She uttered a word that cause some people to look at her strange. I just laughed and handed her the CD. "Meet us by our buss. Here- have this pass. Ill sign it." I handed her the paper and waited.

        AND WAITED.

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