LOVE IS NOT WEEKNESS .IT'S WHAT MAKES US STRONGER

IT BROKE ME

No one's view

As all four girls where laying in their beds cuddling up to their girlfriends hope falls asleep in lizzy's arms and Penelope falls asleep in Josie's arms as Josie and Lizzy are setting at the cilling Lizzy needed to know if her sister was okay

"How are you feeling"lizzy said to Josie

"I'm fine really"Josie said

"Are you going to keep it"Lizzy said

"No I carnt and I would like you and hope to come with me to get it over with"

"Of course we will I just don't know why you didn't tell us straight away"

"I don't know there was just a lot going on and I couldn't bring myself to"Josie said with tears in her eyes Lizzy looked at hope and then kissed her on the head then moved slowly to go over to her sister to hug her as she got off the bed Josie did as well they hugged untill they heard their girlfriends ster

"I really love her"Josie said looking at her girlfriend Lizzy looks at Penelope and then at hope thinking the same way about hope

"Me to"Josie looked at Lizzy and then smiled

"I carnt believe we both have somebody to love other then the two of us"Josie said

"What are you two doing" hope said as Penelope looked at them two

Lizzy looked at hope and smiled and hope smiled back

"Nothing come hear"Lizzy said opening her arms out at hope witch hope got up and hugged her girlfriend  as did Josie got into the bed and snuggled up to her girlfriend

"You know we heard everything right" Lizzy and josie's face went red as Penelope said that

Hopes view

I'm cuddled up to Lizzy at the moment feeling really horny so I put my thumb at finger turning her chime so I can kiss her as I kiss her I got really horny Penelope and Josie feel asleep all ready so I got on to lizzy's lap and deepens the kiss

"Hope we carnt do this now my sister and Penelope is in the bed next to us"she said and I ignore her and start to kiss her again as I start to kiss her neck I got really hungry for her blood I pull away not wanting to bit her

"Hope it's okay if you want to bite me you can"she said but I looked at her for a minute "What if I carnt stop myself"I said and she sat up and wiped my tears away with her thumb I didn't even realise that I was crying and then"you will trust me"she said she then kissed me I then lay her back down as I kiss her more I then move to her neck then I stop for a minute thinking if I should then I bit down on her neck I got more and more depper not wanting to stop because she tasted so good I feel her trying to get her off of her but I didn't move I stuck my teeth more in "HOPE stop you hurting me"she said not being able to speak that much but I coudlnt hear her over the thirst "hope please"she said weekly them I hear her I pull away not realising what I have done I vamp speed over to the door not wanting to be near her just encase I hurt her again "hope it's okay I'm okay"she said standing up from her bed coming closer to me "No it's not I hurt you and I could have killed you"I said with tears rushing down my face she came closer but I put my hand on her chest to stop her from coming closer to me "No you have to stay away from me I carnt control myself and if anything happens to you I won't be able to forgive myself"I said still crying and now she's crying and as Josie gets up from the bed and Penelope as well I look at them "I carnt I'm so sorry for what happend to you jo and Lizzy we have to brake up"I said not wanting to but I carnt be with her while I'm like this she looks at me crying "No hope we can do this together I don't won't to lose you I carnt"she says crying and it brakes my hurt to see her like this but it has to be like this "I carnt I'm sorry I love you but we carnt be together"i say as I speed out the door not looking back

Lizzy's view

As hope said we have to brake up my hurt broke I couldn't leave her I try and say no but she just leaves I drop to the floor crying because I just lost her Josie comes up and hugs me but I couldn't i get up and go to my bed not wanting to speak to anyone

Josie's view

I carnt believe Lizzy and hope broke up it's been about a week since they broke up and Lizzy hasn't came out of  the room the only time she comes out is when she goes to class as me Penelope and Lizzy are walking to class we all see hope Lizzy trys to run away but I pull her back "Lizzy you have to talk to her"I said as I look at her "I carnt jo it hurts to much she said with tears in her eyes but by that point hopes right in front of us looking at Lizzy "Lizzy can we talk please"hope said as she looked at Lizzy

Lizzy's view

As hope says she wants to talk all I could think about is what and how bad I was feeling because her big blue eyes melted in mine "I carnt It hurts to much"I said that and then walked back to my dorm but be for I could get there hope was already in front of me I forgot she could do that "please Lizzy I need to talk"she said with tears in her eyes all I could do was melt in her eyes "fine"i said and she took my arm and then all of a sudden we was in an empty class room I look at her "What are we doing hear hope"I said and she looked at me with guilt in her eyes I think to my self what's wrong with her is she okay as she starts to cry a little "Lizzy I'm so so sorry I didn't mean to do it it's just when I broke up with you I wasn't think and then it just happend"she said and then she took my hands in hers and then I look at her confused to what she's going in about "What do you mean hope what did you do"I said and then she holds my hands tighter "I had sex with jed"as she said that my hurt broke I removed my hands from hers and then she trys to grab my hands but I pull then up "d-dont" I said with tears rushing down my face I couldn't look at her I turn around not wanting to look at her

Hopes view

As I told Lizzy what I did the hurt in her eyes it broke me she pulled her hands away from mine I try and grab them again but she tell me to not to so I don't I just look at her it hurt me to see her like this she turns around not wanting to look at me I couldn't help but vamp seep so she can see me "Lizzy please I didn't mean to it just happend"I said liking at her "w-when did it happen"she said and me not wanting to answer "when did it happen hope" she said angrily "the night we broke up"I said with more tears coming down my face she starts to cry even more and then starts to walk out the room I grab her arm not wanting her to leave but she pulls it back "don't you ever touch me again"she said that and it hurt me to think that she never wants me to be near her again "You don't mean that"I said trying to convince myself "stay away from me"she said and then she walked out the room I just stood there in sock to what has just happend I couldn't believe that I fucked up being with her the night that we broke up I just couldn't think straight I was crying in the hall and then jed comes over to see what's wrong with me then all of a sudden I was having sex with him all I could think about was Lizzy right there and then but It was to late arfter that night I tried staying away from her but the guilt was to much and I had to tell her it was my waist regret sleeping with him and hurting Lizzy again and again I just went back to my room not wanting to do nothing ever again the I saw the chair I want over to it and broke up to make a peace of wood come off it so I picked it up and held it to my chest and then Jed came in and just stared at me to think what the he'll was I doing

"HOPE NO"!!! Jed  said