LOVE IS NOT WEEKNESS .IT'S WHAT MAKES US STRONGER

HAPPY

Josie's view

As Lizzy and hope went off me and Penelope was walking to class then she stopped me

"Jo I think we have to talk aswell about the baby"she said that and I didn't won't to talk about it not really but I knew I had to I pull her into a class room that no one was in Because I didn't won't anyone to find out "Okay so"I said as I didn't know why she wanted to talk about it beaucse I all ready made my mind up about it "Are you sure you won't to get rid of it I know how you got pregnant was wrong but it's a baby"she said as she put her hand on my stomeck as she did that I couldn't help but feel happy when she did that I don't know why but I just did I put my hand over the top of hers and she looked up at me "I'm sure I don't won't his baby"I said with tears in my eyes she still had her hand on my belly witch I don't know why "I know but this baby will be nothing like him not if the baby was raised right by to loving parents"as she said that I looked at her confused she wanted this baby and she wanted to bring it up with me im only 16 I just carnt have this baby mabey in the future "Penelope"I said as I grabes her cheek with my hand because my other hand was still on her hand on my belly "I would love to have a baby with you but not yet"i said with a sad expression on my face and hers as well "So you do won't kids with me then"she said excited "of course I do but not yet"i said as I kissed her on the lips and so did she she deppend the kiss and picked me up and placed me on the table with her inbetween my legs with her hands on my thighs she then pulled away "I love you jojo so fucking much"she said seriously "I love you to"i said and then kissed her again I coudln help but feel happy in that moment in time as we was kissing I could feel her hand move up and down my thigh I got so horny I moaned on her lips and she just smiled because she knows what she's doing to me and then I felt her hands go to my belly and move up under my shert stroking my belly I stoped the kiss and looked down to her hands on my belly and started to tear up because I was killing a baby she noticed and moved one of her hands out under my shert up to my cheek stroking it with her other hand still on my belly she made me look at her "josie"I looked at her "I carnt"I said not sure what to do anymore she looked at me confused "You carnt what"she said looking at me with a serious face "I carnt have it"she looked at me with a sad face I knew she wanted to raise it with me but I carnt raise a child not at this age she nodded "But I carnt kill it"i said looking at her and her face turns confused but she knew what I meant "So your going to put it up for adoption"she said and I nodded and then she kisses me with her hand still on my belly witch I loved

Penelope view

As we was in the class room I need to speak to her about the baby I needed her to know that if she did have it it would be brought up right and I would help her with all of it to be honest I did wont her to have the baby but if she really didn't won't to I wouldn't push her to so I told her everything about what I thought but she couldn't have it I kissed her on the lips and I wanted more so I picked her up and put her on the table and went inbetween her legs and put my hands on her thighs as I deepens the kiss I told her I loved her so fucking much because I do so much and she said it back to and then we started kissing again and then I moved my hands under her shert and touched her belly and stroked it I loved tuching her belly even more now because she was having a baby I really wanted to have the baby but I didn't tell her that and then she stopped the kissing and looked down at my hands on her belly and started to tear up I could see that she didn't won't to kill the baby so I moved one of my hands out from under her shert and put it on her cheek to make her look at me "Josie"I said because I know she didn't won't to talk but she had to if she didn't won't to make a decision that she regreted and then she said "I carnt" she said and I thought to myself what is she saying that she didn't won't to have it or she did wont to have it "I carnt have it"she said that and I nodded understanding her "but I carnt kill it"as she said that my hart stoped did she want it or did she won't to have the baby but give it up for adoption "so your giveing it up for adoption"I asked confused to what she was saying and then she nodded sand then I kissed her with my hand still on her belly not wanting to let go of it so I just started stroking it and then I pulled away from her and put my forehead on hers "I'll be with you every step of the way I'm not leaving you to do this on your own I promise"I said crying a bit that she wasn't going to kill it but also crying beucase she was having it but giving it away but I wouldn't tell her because it isn't my decision to make as we stay like that for a while I move my hand from her face to her waist  and my other hand to the other side of her waist and picked her up and put her back down to the floor still holding her waist not wanting to let go of her "I don't won't to go to class I won't to take you somewhere if that's okay"I said looking at her she nodded and then we got to the place that I wanted to take her to it was a lake that my parents owned it had a picnic already and a blanket and pillow for us to sit under the stars at night time "I set it up for arfter school for our first date"I said and she smiles at me and the we took our places on the blanket and eat the picnic and waited till it got dark