LOVE IS NOT WEEKNESS .IT'S WHAT MAKES US STRONGER

bad dreams

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I woke up this morning feeling happy about what Penelope said I open my eyes not wanting to get up I go to move but then I see Penelope next to me with her hand still on my belly and her other hand under her cheek she looks so peaceful when she's sleeping I move slowly I lift her hand off of my belly and get up from the bed I hear her move but then she turns over not waking up I go to the bathroom and go to the toilet arfter I'm done I go back to my bed and just lay there with Penelope's back towards me I turn to my side and I touch her back with my hand and start stroking it I stop and I hear her say something

"Did I say you could stop"she says with her back still to me I put my hand back on her back and then I move closer to her so I'm spooning her I put my arms around her waist and she takes my hand and turns over so now she's facing me she smiles and I smile back I lean in and kiss her on the lips I get on top of her and start kissing her hardly then I go down to her neck and I start kissing her neck she stretches her neck to give me more room I feel her hands on my waist pulling me closer to her I move back up to her lips and then I put my hand under her underwear and put 2 fingers inside of her she moans loud and then I start to pump in and out and then she cums on to my hands I take them out witch caused her to breathe out hardly and then I look at her and then smile she kissess me and I kiss her back then I lay back down facing her "I need to talk to hope and Lizzy about the baby will you come with me to tell them" I said

"Of course I will"she says and then she kissess me and then I feel her put her hand under my underwear and I moan at the touch of her hand touchin me she outs 2 fingers in and I moan she starts to pick up the pace and she stops once she knows I'm crying "Did I hurt you" she said pulling her hand out form inside me and she sits up slightly she looks worried that she hurt me she didn't "no you didn't it's nothing I promise just my hormones are every where at the moment because of the baby" I said wiping my tears from my face and smiling at her she smiles back as well "I love you so fucking much"she says as she lays back down pulling me closer to her to hug her I put my head in her chest and I relax of her holding me I feel safe with her I never won't her to leave as I said that she says something "I need to go back to my room and get changed and we need to go to class we haven't been in a while" she said that and I huff and she smiles at that and then she starts to move she gets up and I grab her arm and pull her slowly back into the bed "no I don't won't to go to class's said in a baby voice she laughs at me and I'm still pulling her back into her bed she leans down and kiss me I try and depeen the kiss but she pulls away and now she's the one pulling me out of bed slowly "no I don't won't to move my belly hurts"as I said that she stops and looks at me with a worried face and then she looks at my belly and then she smiles I wonder what she's thinking about she puts her hand on my belly and I smile at her I'm currently a month pregnant and I feel the baby kick and I see Penelope smile at me with tears in her eyes "the baby kicked" she said looking at me with a massive smile "Yh I felt it to"i said smiling at how happy she was she really wanted the baby with me and as I see her more happy about the baby the more I won't to have it and not give it up for adoption I stoped smiling thinking about it and she knew what I was thinking about "I'm sorry I didn't  mean to-" she said now she's not smiling anymore She moves her hand away from my belly "no it's fine really I was just thinking thats all" I said and I grab her hand and move it back to my belly she looks up at me a smiles at me I smile back and she lays back down with her head on my chest and her hand stroking my belly " we don't have to go to class today we can see hope and Lizzy later so you can talk to them" she says stroking my belly under my shert I nod and kiss her head "I wonder if it's a boy or girl"she said and I wondered that to "me to" I said and then we fall asleep not wanting to move