Promise. [Woosan] // [Ateez]

Eighteen

San was terrified, for multiple reasons. Wooyoung was in the toilet stall only a couple of metres next to him and Seonghwa wanted to talk which NEVER meant anything good.

San stepped aside as Seonghwa walked into the room, San's heart sinking to his stomach.

Fuck

He had just realised the he had suddenly left Wooyoung, without being able to fully satisfy him. LEFT IN HIM A FRICKEN BATHROOM STALL.

San instantly started praying that Wooyoung would keep his dick in his pants and not say a fucking word.

"You ok there" Seonghwa furrowed his eyebrows noticing San space out a bit.

"Yea, yea- what's up" he said frantically.

"Um I was wondering- the other night, are you and Woo a thing?" San could hear the shyness in his voice which was unusual.

"Ohhhh um no that was nothing" San denied, scared that Seonghwa would get mad, or tell anyone else if he found out. He didn't want rumours to get out, especially over this.

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On the other side of the stall door Wooyoung was carefully listening to San and Seonghwa's conversation. He no longer felt the need to jerk himself off as now he felt his heart sink to his stomach, hearing San say those words.

Did San really not love him? He thought that their sex was real, the emotions, feelings everything. He was sure that San was into it.

Did whatever they just do even matter to San? did it mean anything?

Wooyoung sat himself down, as he let out a little sigh.

Was San just using me to satisfy his needs? He thought to himself, as he started to tear up.

No, no Wooyoung, you're not going to cry when you don't even know how he feels. But San's an honest person, so why would he just straight up lie. Maybe he didn't feel the same way?

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"Wait Sani, are you ok? Is he forcing you into anything baby?" Seonghwa started coming up with thousands of different solutions to why Wooyoung and San were fucking the other night.

"Yea I'm fine" San, bit his lip as he couldn't stop thinking about Wooyoung, he was worried that he would hear the boy do something any second.

"Um so, is that all hyung?" He nervously laughed as Seonghwa nodded.

"Ahhh yea I guess, um just if he's making you do anything that you don't want to do just let me know, mkay" Seonghwa started to leave as San nodded continuously , rushing him out.

San shut the door as he let out a big sigh leaning on it.

"Wooyoung he's gone" he said as he leant back off the door waiting for the other.

But to San's surprise Wooyoung didn't come out.

"Woo Hwa left you can come out" He said a little concerned this time.

The sound of a lock was unlocked as the door slowly opened Wooyoung walking out, head down as his bangs fell over his eyes.

San walked towards him as he noticed the youngers red cheeks.

"Baby what's wrong?" He placed one hand on Wooyoung shoulder the other on his cheek, as he lifted the youngers head.

"No" Wooyoung violently pulled away, causing San shock.

"Don't touch me you slut" Wooyoung now lifted his head as San could now see the dried tear stains that stained his red cheeks.

"I-" San didn't know what to say or what to do.

"Do you really feel that way, if that really how you feel. Are you just using me for your own pleasures?" Wooyoung yelled as fresh tears started to fall, San feeling the urge to go wipe them.

"Wait what?" San was taken aback as he started to realised what he said during his and Seonghwa conversation earlier.

"What you said to Seonghwa! Is that true?"

"Do you not love me?" His voice broke as San looked into his puppy eyes.

"No Woo, I love you I swear-" San tried to reassure him, say anything that would make Wooyoung believe him, but at this point he didn't know how much more Wooyoung could take.

"No, listen...I can't hear this now, I-I'm going to go, a-and yea, just I don't know" Wooyoung stopped yelling as he sobbed through hiccups.

San felt the guilt hit him like a truck as Wooyoung made his way around him towards the door.

The door closed as San kicked it. "Ahhh" He yelled as he rested his head on the door closing his eyes.

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Wooyoung was heading down the hallway in a fast pace as he wiped at his cheeks trying to calm down his hiccupping, but the more he thought the worse it got.

He walked past the main studio as he saw Seonghwa notice him from the corner of his eye.

Seonghwa started to head towards Wooyoung in a rush as Wooyoung picked up his pace, but Seonghwa was too fast and finally caught up with him.

"Woo what's-"Seonghwa said out of breath as Wooyoung quickly cut him off stopping.

"What, me and San are together ok, we fuck each other like normal couples, and we love each other ok, go fucking scream it from the roof Seonghwa" Wooyoung sniffled as he took off once again.

Seonghwa was left there, standing still, completely confused.

"Wait what" he said to himself as he heard the door shut. 

I think i might start writing a new book of ateez short stories, or something like that since this ones coming to an end soon :((