Promise. [Woosan] // [Ateez]

Fifth-teen

The next morning Wooyoung got up early, it probably wasn't the best thing to do since he had only gotten an hour of sleep, but he didn't want to have to deal with the members.

He gathered together a couple of things quietly as he grabbed a muesli bar and headed for the door in the darkness.

He quickly left the dorm without waking anyone up and headed for the entertainment building.

Wooyoung eventually got to the building 15 minutes later as he unlocked the doors and snuck into one of the practise rooms.

He threw his bag aside as he quickly connected his phone up to the sound system. Once he figured out how to connect it, he straight away started rehearsing over and over again, not taking any breaks in-between songs.

Wooyoung continued for another two hours as sweat began to build up making his hair stick to his forehead, as his shirt stuck to his skin, exposing the muscles in his shoulders. He was extremely tired but the adrenaline that was beating through his veins kept him eager to continue.

Wooyoung quickly turned off the music for a second as he sat down on the floor trying to catch his own breath, until he heard the door open.

Seonghwa was standing there with his bag as he started to walk up towards Wooyoung.

Wooyoung started to panic as he quickly got up and run to his phone to turn the music back on, in hopes that Seonghwa would just leave him alone, but Seonghwa didn't allow that.

"Wooyoung, come here" He gestured as Wooyoung obeyed him, he wasn't even going to try to fight the older as he knew that he wouldn't win.

"Yes" He said, still trying to catch his breath, as the stood in front of the elder.

"Why are you up so early?" he asked the younger who was still out of breath.

"Um... I thought I would get an early start to practise"

"aha- you do realise that its 4am Woo" he said concerned.

Wooyoung sighed as he walked away.

"Well I just wanted to start early ok?" He said with a slight anger in his tone.

"Wooyoung come back" Seonghwa went after Wooyoung as he grabbed his shoulder pulling it back.

Wooyoung sighed as he rolled his eyes, not in the mood to discuss last night.

"What's up? Why's the real reason you're here" he said starting to get annoyed.

"I told you, I wanted to start early ok, just leave me alone" Wooyoung yelled pulling away and he walked back to his phone.

But Seonghwa didn't stop he quickly grabbed Wooyoung into a back hug as Wooyoung was surprised at the sudden movement. He tried to get out of it, trying to break free, but Seonghwa's grip was too strong.

He continued pushing and pulling but it was no use, Wooyoung was too tired and Seonghwa was too strong.

"Hyung stop!" He yelled as Seonghwa ignored him, tightening his grasp around the younger as he started to rub Wooyoung's back, almost like as if he was about to start crying.

"I SAID STOP!" he screamed as he finally pulled away, out of breath. Seonghwa was shocked by the sudden change in tone, as they just stared at each other for what seemed like forever.

"What is your deal?" Wooyoung furiously said as he tried catching his breath.

"Why are you trying to avoid everyone?" Seonghwa said back, still trying to keep his tone soft.

Wooyoung looked down at his feet as his hands formed into fists, he clenched his jaw as he tried containing the anger inside of him.

"I didn't want to hear it ok!" he yelled, a little less violent than before.

"I didn't want you to question me, I didn't want to see Hongjoong's disappointed face, I didn't want to feel that guilt of San...ok?" Wooyoung stopped, out of breath as he thought about what he said.

"Woo... tell me, did you do it because you were mad?" Seonghwa said referring to their sex.

Wooyoung ignored him as he looked away, feeling the tears threatening him.

"Woo!"

He suddenly lifted his head back up as Seonghwa instantly felt his heart drop to his stomach. He looked into the younger glassy eyes feeling sympathy, whatever he was feeling must have really left a tol on him.

"I-I... um" he furrowed his eyebrows as he shook his head.

Seonghwa frowned as he watched the younger try to speak, he looked useless, tired and just done with everything.

Wooyoung was about to let himself go, but he sighed forcing himself to feel angry.

"You know what! You know why I'm this fucked up!" Seonghwa's expression suddenly changed as he watched the younger.

"If it wasn't for you and the rest of that shit hole I wouldn't be like this, if you didn't fucking open that letter I would have been fine. Fuck me Seonghwa, why the fuck do you have to be so up in everyone's business, I'm sick of it!" He yelled as he started to walk towards the elder.

"If me and San wanna fuck, let us do what we want!! OK?"

Seonghwa was about to say something when Wooyoung cut him off again.

"I fucking hate all of you and this group, I hate having to put up a façade when I'm out in the public. I hate the way that everyone's always fucking worrying about me, the way Hongjoong never shuts the fuck up or when Mingi fucking acts like a child. I'm so sick of it and I just want to leave" Wooyoung finished yelling as he stopped.

Seonghwa didn't know what to say, he didn't know what Wooyoung needed, he didn't know what he could do to make everything better. He was the eldest and yet he couldn't even notice Wooyoung's struggle.

How the hell was he supposed to care for all the members if he couldn't even notice one of them, how the hell is he supposed to watch out for eight when one was already going insane.

Wooyoung's expression changed as his eyes started to water again, lips quivering. He breathed out with a shaky breath.

"I'm going, and I don't want you to follow me" he said voice cracking as he tried to hold his sobs in.

A tear fell from the boys left eye as he quickly ran for his bag running out of the room.

Seonghwa felt the tendency to run after him, but for once he was going to listen to the boy, let him do his thing then maybe try to talk to him later. 

*takes deep breath* SKDJKSJD HI ATINYS, WE DID IT KSJHDFJDKD WE GOT ATEEZ THEIR FIRST WIN, ISTG I'VE NEVER BEEN SO EMOTIONAL AHHHHHH. LIKE SKSJSK I WANT TO WRITE A HUGE ESSAY BUT I'M TOO LAZY RIGHT NOW SO IF U WANNA SEE THAT GO ONTO MY INSTA :) ANYWAYS i'm just super proud and super anxious for the logbook now, and twitter aint helping :") 

anyways um this story is like....UHHHHHH idek man i might start a Woosan series, if that's what you guys want, or like ACTUALLY, LEAVE ME SOME ATEEZ STORY REQUESTS YES DO THAT PLEASE. I AM AN UNMOTIVATED TEENAGER WHO CANT STOP HITTING THE WOAH, SO PLEASE INSPIRE ME ILY!!!!