Rumors|☔ angst!

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It's okay.
He's probably just sick.
He's just planning something.

I can't, I just can't find a good enough excuse for why he has been avoiding me.

IT'S BEEN TWO WEEKS.

He still talks to his friends normally, nothing has changed from him.

Did I change?
Is it my hair?
My clothes?
Do I smell really bad?

Am I disgusting?
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Is that why he just doesn't want to talk to me anymore? Cause  I  disgust him so much he can't stand me anymore. Or is it that I am so disgusting that he can't show me of to his friends. I am really that bad, aren't I. I can change for him though, I can change my personality, my hair, my attitude, he just has to name it.
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I'd do anything.
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Would he though?

I need to know, I have to talk to him after class. I made a deal with my classmates to leave early so I could talk to him. I'd just have to wait till tomorrow.

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Today was the day, my classmates left, and as everyone walked away, I saw Mina give me the thumbs up. Now it was just me and him, in the same room. What do I say. My palms are so sweaty, I'm trembling.

"Hey Kiri-kun"

He visibly tensed. I'm really that bad huh?

"Um, Kiri, it's okay if you don't want to talk to me but, "

There was a brief pause, how would he react? What would he say?

"Kiri, I just want to know why you're avoiding me?"

He turned around, finally, the eye contact I've been dreading for. Those crimson eyes.

"Why did you do it? Was I not enough?"

What does he mean! I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

"What do you mean?"

"Y/N, I've been avoiding you cause of the rumors, that you cheated-"

Then it hit me, Tsu told me about the rumors, but I never got a chance to talk about them to Kirishima. Does he really not trust me. We've been dating for almost a year and a half, how doesn't he trust me!

"So you went through ignoring for two weeks straight just because of a rumor!"

"Y/N! It's just that I co-"

"I can't believe you didn't talk to me! I can't believe you didn't trust me! Am I not trustworthy!"

"I'm sorry Y/N! I was in shock with the news!"

"For two whole goddamn weeks!"

It hurt.

All the walls that he had helped break down were building themselves back again. Some of the walls were ready to stay forever. Never to fall down.

"Just talk to me when you realise who you want to trust. "

Am I really the one who is going to start this?

"Until then, we're on break"

"Y/N pl-"

"It's L/N for you for now"

"Y/N cmon, please let m-"

I didn't let him finish, it was either he found out who he should trust, or spent the summer thinking it. At least this whole thing happened on the day before summer vacation.

He was wrong right?

Then why am I  sad. Why do I feel like I should go back and apologize. He still hadn't left the building.

'No! Y/N, he didn't trust you, it isn't your fault'

Maybe I should call him, he did tell me to come to him if anything went wrong.

**ring**

Finally, he responded

"Umm, hey Katsuki, c-can I come over"

"HUUH, DID THAT SHITTY HAIR HURT YOU!"

" can I come?"

"Just hurry your ass over here"

"Can you get me ice cream though"

"BITCH MY COMFORT IS ENOUGH"

"fine I'll be there in a few"

I heard the door open behind me and took off. Katsuki's house wasn't that far, but it was far. As I slowed down I passed by a candy store.

'no, I'm not going to drown out my feelings in food'

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"Your total will be 16.78$ miss, cash or debit."

Fuck. I'm going back to school rolling.

As I payed the cashier I notice some red hair.

'No, it couldn't be'

To be continued
MUAHAHHA
sorry for the cliffhanger and the lomg wait, i will try to update more.

704 words.

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