Its Just Mark...

Not becasue Of me.....

Lacy's POV

                                     I paiced around my apartment for what seemed hours, Scratching my arms to push away the anxeity this whole thing gave me, creating scars but nothing that broke the skin. I was well past my Cutting phase from High school witch I was happy about but when I got anxeity I could just sit there if I did I would go insane I had to paice and stratch or I would do way worse. Suddenly my front door open to revileal and melloncoly  Mark I stopped pacing and covered my scratches "Lacy I'm sorry....I can't do this to you.....Us....I'll just forget about it" He said walking in placing both his hands on my arms gently. I shook my head holding back tears but failed "Don't stay for me.......its fine....I'll be fine....Promice...." I lied. I truth was Mark was really the only guy I Loved....The past guys I dated I liked But they were all too touchy....Mark wasn't and That was one thing I charished about him. I was gonna miss is raspy deep voice when I snuck into his apartment to make him breakfast. I was going to miss his beautiful and kind brown eyes. His sweet and passionate kisses I was just going to miss him. "I'm gonna miss you mark.....but don't worry about me....go to LA and check it out....Promice you'll Skype with me once you find a Place?" I joked. He nodded "I promice" he said and he smiled. "Well its getting Late and I really need to get to be-"

             "I love you" he said randomly inturuptting me . "Y-you what?" I asked "I Love you Lacy....." I Smiled tears starting to brim my eyes I kissed him unexpectantly "I love you Too Mark" He smiled and Kissed me Softly moving his hands to my waist pulling me closer to his chest. he was always so warm, when I was in his arms I felt like Bella when Jacob wold hold her. I placed My arms round his neck letting my hands find there way to his hair tangleing my fingers in it. The kiss deepened and we found our way in to my room falling on to my bed. "Mark..." I moaned agaist his lips "I'm scared....." He pulled away and looked into my eyes playing with my hair "Its going to be okay babe....I'll be Gental I promice....I wouldn't want to hurt you in any way."  I nodded and he began to kiss me again. 

                 I woke Up the next moring my face nuzzleing up to Marks bare chest I looked up at him and watched him as he stayed asleep. The room was so silent that his heart beat could be heard perfectly. He looked so sweet when he was sleeping, his eyes slowly opened and he looked at me smiling "Good morning" He said in his raspy morning voice. He gave me a sweet Peck on the lips "I love you so much" He smiled stupidly. I laughed blushing Lightly "I love you too". "I never get sick of saying that too you" he smiled and kissed my fore head. I smiled "Me too" I looked at the clock "How about breakfast?" I asked as I raised my eyesbrows with excitment "Sure breakfast sounds wonderful" I nodded rolling out of bed, I went over to my closet and grabbed my robe. "here" I cowencidentaly threw him a pair of Markipier PJ Pants. "Really?" he Laughed. I nodded putting on my slippers. "Unless you wanna walk around naked, I Winked as I walked towards the door of my room. "Is that really an option!!!?" he yelled happily as I left the room,I laughed "Put the Pants on mark Please....?" I aked as I got into the kitchen to make us Breakfast. 

 A/N Hey Loves this has taken forrever to write and I know its short but its better than nothing right??? well we just had so many things happen in this chapter....they said they loved each other and they did IT haha Yeah, that was.....diferent to write.... any way loves hope you liked this more to come soon hopfully :) -Tink