My Forbidden Life

Descovering The Inner Draco

6th year has just started at Hogwarts school of witchcraft with all the students getting off the trains and entering for another year of magical destiny's yet to be discovered. I was the most pleased to be back as for it meant that I have a few months away from my auntie and her horrible family.

The students dormantries were set as two pupils per room accept mine as for I was coincided a celebrity and they thought it was best I had a space of which they called the chill out zone were I can calm down from all the stresses that no other student has that could lead me into depression.

I spent my year just like I always do being around my closest friends (Hargrid, Hermione, Ginny & Ron) with out these people in my life I don't think I could have cope. There's Ron and hermione who are my best friends. Then there's Ginny who is Ron's sister who I trust with my life and tell all my secrets n worries to, last but not least is the caretaker hagrid. I think of hagrid as the man I wish I was related to.

I placed my bags on my bed started to unpack everything then I casted a quiet spell over my room so I would not be disturbed but I made sure I could here the door if ever someone knocked on it. By double tapping on the wall in front of the door I found that I had a secret bathroom all to myself with a bath, toilet and shower. In it on the back of the door was a note from mrs mcgonigal saying
"Harry, non of the others have a bathroom in their rooms so please keep this secret at all times mrs MG"

This was going to be a great year I could feel it. After putting all my clothes into the closet and my 3 precious ornament on my side table with hedwig I went out to find my besties. Hermione was the easiest to find as for she is always in the library at any chance she can get. I sat and chatted with her for a bit where she told me about things her family did together, what they watch n so on and so forth.

20minuets In Ginny came in and gave me a hug n said"hiya Harry, how was your summer" . I didn't know how to answer that because unless Voldemort's back my life is sad and quite boring. One night I noticed as me, Ron & hermione we're going to our rooms that Draco Malfoy was on the very big balcony to the right of the door to the doormatries and could have swan I saw a tear escape his eye.

I said good night to my friends and pretended to go into my room, when the cost was clear I snuck out and went to go check on Draco to see if he was alright which was an odd thing to do considering he's been nothing but rude to me since the day we were put in our houses me a griffindoor and Draco Malfoy a Sliverin.

As soon as I got to him I put an invisible spell on the balcony entrance so that nobody could see us and asked if he was alright which startled him "what do you want Potter" he said in an angry tone. I put my hand on his shoulder but he pushed it off. I took a deep breath then said " Malfoy please tell me what's wrong, there's an invisible spell on the balcony so no one can see or hear us right now, I'm the only person that can see behind that argumentative act and you can trust me ".

Draco wiped his tears then finally turned around to face me and asked why it is I wanna know? And honestly I don't like seeing someone upset a specially when it's someone Like Draco who I never expected to get upset at Hogwarts. So I said "I may be the chosen one but I do have feelings too ya know and if you ask Ginny I am the most trustworthy person you find so please tell me what's upsetting you , you can trust me I won't tell anyone".

Draco took a slowly long deep breath closed his eyes for a moment to clear his mind then opened them and said "Harry...how do you cope with all this chosen one stuff? Being the so called dark lords chosen one is quite hard for me to deal with because I don't want to be it, it's not very me and it means I can't show my true colours" I was surprised to hear him call me by my first name.

He never does that unless it's something extremely important . I told him about a certain friend I have help 'Ginny' me get out what's troubling me and never tells a soul which clears my mind having someone like her to rant all my troubles too. He ask me not to hate him after what I tell him and I agreed.

"Harry, I came out to my dad....I told him that I didn't want to be the dark lords chosen one, its too hard for me to deal with, I can never match up to his expectations because........& that's when it just happened, it just came out " Draco said in a worried tone to his voice so I said what ever it is I won't judge you for it and he continued his sentence "I showed my dad exactly who I am or rather told him my sexual orientation and he threw it back at me calling me names, hit me and told me it's my destiny wether I liked it or not and next summer your going to be a death eater "

Draco completely forgot in that heart to heart moment who he was talking to because he lent into my shoulder and started to cry causing my jumper to feel a little soggy on one side. I put both my arms around him and rubbed his back and replied "wow Draco, dose that mean you're gay? There's no need to feel ashamed of who you are because you are not alone in this " he slowly pulled away from my embrace looked up into my emerald green eyes and told me how he came to realize he was Gay which shocked me to the very pit of my stomach.
He said "I've had this crush on a certain person who is hated in my culture and forbidden to ever become friends with.......& that someone is......you Harry, Harry James Potter I ..." He took my cheek in his hand and kissed me softly with a lot of passion.

I pulled away for a sec to get my mind straight on what's just happened. As soon as I pulled out of the kiss Draco turned around to face to view and apologised for what he'd just done. I took a minute to come to realisation on what's just happened  then turned Draco  back round and told him that there was no need to apologise then kissed him again this time with my toung begging for entrance.

We made out for a round about 5 minutes then we pulled away to breath. "Wow harry, I never knew you..." Draco said in surprise then a small smile grew on his face causing his cheeks to turn red. I took his hand in mine entwining our finger n told him that this sort of thing what what I told Ginny a couple of months ago and that I had a crush on him too. After hearing what I had to say, Draco asked me if I wanted to go out on a secret date with him and I naturally said yes then with my arms around his neck and his hands on my waist i softly kissed him on the lips.

I told him about the secret places I found last year that no one knows about like the room of requirements, the jumpy Forrest oak etc. And he said to meet him at the room of requirements tomorrow night at 9:45pm . Draco kissed me one last time before checking that the coast was clear and bedding back to our rooms.