Break me

Saved again

I think there is something broken in our generation .
Too many sad eyes on happy faces

I was too lost in past memories to notice the boy standing behind me.

" Hey there beautiful," he was slow in his words which meant he was drunk.

"You are drunk Troy, why don't you go inside and find some water," Troy was Lisa's boyfriend who was a known alcoholic and drug addict so it was not safe to be in his company.

" Come on beautiful, don't push me away I saw you run out of the  house and I decided to follow you, I just want to keep you company,"

Maybe his intentions were good and if not who am I to judge. I feel bad for Troy, he was getting drunk while his girlfriend was fucking my crush. I wonder if I should tell him, maybe he truly loves Lisa.

I turn around to tell him but I find him seated close to me on the bench. I gasp as I feel a hand on my thigh before I can say anything my hands are pinned above my head and am helpless.

" Please Troy, don't do this just let me go," He doesn't say a word as he continues to trail a hand on my skirt, for the first time am grateful for a long skirt.

Troy curses and I almost thank my lucky star but he moves his attention to my chest.

" Noooo, don't do this Troy," My voice is weak and I can't fight him he has my legs trapped between his and am only hopping he soon comes to his senses.

My blouse is ripped off and cold harsh air touches my skin, this action brings me back from my daze and I realise this for what it really is, 'RAPE', Troy my childhood friend is determined to rape me.

I scream as loud as I can, this can't be true, he possibly can't , I feel his lips on my bare breasts as he bites my nipple hard and moans.

" Stop, please Troy stop, don't do this....HELP, SOMEONE HELP ME,"

Troy stops what he is doing.  "Ohhhh Troy, you don't have to do this please let me go," he slaps me hard and hits my head on the bench.

" Shut up bitch, let me do this in peace, am just helping you after all nobody wants to fuck an ugly girl like you,"

I am dizzy now but I don't let my self faint. I have to fight even if it is the last thing I do so I lift my leg hoping to knee him in the crotch but he is faster than me and lifts one of his legs still trapping me, but at a safe distance and hits my leg back down. The abrupt movement made my leg snap and soon I hear a bone crack. The pain is too much I scream on top of my lungs.

Troy is pulled off me and a fight breaks out. I stand up to run not wanting to face either my saviour or rapist.

It is best I forget this night ever happened but the pain in my knee pulls me down.

"Ahhhhh," I scream again and very soon Mason is right in front of me. " It is okay Trinity, I will take you home,"

I look around and come face to face with a bloody Troy he is trying to stand and I shiver moving backwards far from him as I can.

Too bad despite his addictions I always considered him a nice person and one of the few friends I have.

Mason notices my discomfort and takes off his shirt and hands it to me. I realise my state and for the second time am naked in front of this boy.