Break me

Party

Maybe today is your happy day

I sigh heavily as I reach my bedroom, it has been an awfully long day. All with the meeting and Mason deliberately failed to mention me in his speech.

If you ask me, I sincerely don't blame him,  after all I've always been practically invisible in his eyes but unfortunately he is very visible in mine.

Mason Welxer is my long time crush ever since Junior School. But like you guessed he is popular and popular kids don't notice nerds. Am giving him the benefit of the doubt, you see I think I can forgive him for ingnoring me today simply because I hope he doesn't know me.

There is a knock and I drag myself to open it and almost close it when I come face to face with my very angry mum.

" Trinity Gold, care to explain why you didn't sign up for the post of president,"

Ohhhhh, here it is, the long lecture of my rights as a Gold.

I wait for her to continue so I can tune her out but then the strangest thing happens, my mum walks into my room, her expression softened.

" Sweetheart I know you are scared but you can do this, so I want you to dress up and go for that party, act like a Gold and show them who rules,"

I blink once, twice just to make sure am not hallucinating things, and when I open my eyes my mom is right in front of me with a soft expression on her face and  her hand on my face in a loving manner.

Now this is what I call corruption!!

" I will go , but just this once, I just wish you luck with convincing Tracy,"

" Don't worry about that one, she is in the car,"

" What ???!"

"Hurry up then, "

I wander what trick mum had used on Tracy, I really doubt the corrupt trick can work on her maybe threaten her.

Well at least am not suffering alone.

Of course the party was not what our parents were expecting us to attend.

No it was the typical high school party I always did my best to avoid. Alcohol was everywhere in red glasses and bodies were rubbing against each other in sweat. It seemed like everyone was in a hyper mood.

I quickly found my way around the bodies searching for Melissa so she can confirm my attendance to both her parents and mine and of course also tell them how we spent a night bonding on orange juice and cookies.

" It nice you made it Trinity, am so happy you are here,"

Mel as she prefered to be called was dressed in a short white dress and must admit she looked very beautiful.

Melissa had blonde hair and blue eyes like the clear sky you can add a perfect hour Glass figure to that, so she was definitely the perfect beauty.

" Am so happy I came too, " I answered shyly and probably because I had nothing else to say if my parents found out I was attending such a party, I might not live to tell what they will do to me.

" I know how you hate alcohol and drugs and I hate them too, but when I invited my friends to the party they came with all this and I can't just uninvite them it would be rude so I just let them enjoy there way,"

And now Melissa was trying to find a way out of the alcohol and drugs thing. She has done this on all her parties as tries to come clean with me so she can live her double life both in church and society, but I knew better this way of life.

" I understand Mel, they did this even on your sixteenth birthday it so sad they are trying to change you but I assure you that by chosing the Lord's path you are doing the right thing,"

Oh wasn't this world full of hypocrites

I get the pleasure of seeing Melissa uncomfortable as she starts shifting her feet so I smile assuring to her and in a confident voice I end my game with the final blow.

"But don't worry Mel, we should keep such friends close and help them see light so I don't judge your choice of friends am just looking forward to seeing  them all on Sunday,"

Just for fun, I give her dress  a disapproving and disappointed look, " I really hope they don't end up influencing you too, anyway have fun I will just be in your room and read a Bible if of course you can let me borrow yours,"

" It will be a pleasure Rina, what is mine is yours too after all we are best friends but can you promise me not to mention this to our parents,"

I knew this was coming and I put on my unsure face just to rile her a bit. " Are you sure that is wise Mel,  I was hoping to include your friends in the youth saving team and since you are vice president you could be there counsellor,"

" Am absolutely sure Rina, I will make sure they join the program just let me do this my way,"

"If you say so, I will let you but I promise to step in if you fail to convince them, I must find refugee in your room other wise this alcohol is not good for me,"

I find my way to the top floor and without knocking I invite myself inside the room. It is just as beautiful as it used to be purple was her favorite color and everything in the room had a purple added to it.

I almost make myself comfortable on the purple couch when moans startle me.

" Ohhhh Mas......, please ... ahhhhh there ...  faster..,"

Okay, now this should be interesting, I have never been close to people having sex infact I  know about sex from the novels I sneak up in my room.  I think about the novel I was intending to read instead of the Bible I had told Mel infact I have no idea where she keeps her Bible.

Quietly closing 'Entangled' I move closer to the bathroom and put my face on the keyhole so I can get a better look. Being a pastor's daughter and church girl right from birth should have stopped me but since when did I follow rules.

" Ohhhhh baby,....... right there.... Ohh please don't stop .... Awwwww this is so good..."

The moans draw me back to my goal, I just want to see if sex is as good as it seems in novels. But my heart stops and bile rises in my mouth as I watch the scene in front of me.

Mason is carrying a naked Lisa and she has her legs wrapped around him as he slams hard and fast into her. I want to walk away and not watch my long time crush and enemy enjoy there climax but I don't,  this feels like closure that this boy will never fall for me a virgin.

As they whisper sweet words to each other I finally find the courage to leave the room.

Forgive my Writing if it annoys you , am driven by passion not caution . And also English is not my first language infact it is not even my second so feel free to correct me where need be .

And my story is not edited

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