A confession

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September 8, 2018 was supposed to be their 3rd month of love by turns out to be 3rd month of pain. She asked his permission if she can go with her high school friends to bond and enjoy and he said yes. He allowed her. But you know what happen later that night was so embarassing at the same time painful. He got mad, just because he thought she was cheating. He acused her so many things she can't clearly remember. All she remembered was the pain he made him feel. She felt ashamed because she was with her friends when that happened. She got drunk because she was hurt, and when she got drunk she had a small fight with her bestfriend who's pnly concern is her safety and security. That night, she promised herself its enough. She don't want anymore pain that will make her out of focus on reaching what she really wants. He blocked her the next morning and she didn't feel anything when she saw it. Maybe because she knows she felt and had enough of him. She's okay, though it still aches. She knows she can still handle it and move forward. She continued her life and focus on her friends and studies more. It was good, her life was good till he came back saying "I still love you, please come back."