Moments of crying
Wishing I was dying
Choking on the perfumes of hell
Many dark secrets I've yet to tell
I want to let go, I want to be free
But I've accepted there is no hope for me
Torn and shattered
From everything that mattered
I try to lift my heavy head
Bleeding and wishing I was dead
I want to let go, I want to be free
But I see now, there is no light for me
Misery, like blackened flames
Soon dust will be all that remains
No more pain, no more crimson sorrow
Don't cry, my love, I couldn't wait till tomorrow
This is the only way to let go, to be eternally free
Life has always been torture, a grim mistake to me
