All dressed up
For the theater show
They don't know, you don't know
That tonight will be my last
I try to put it all in the past
But I can't any more
Dating, love, hope...I'm shutting that door
Because it's no use
I want to get lost in my own abuse
All made up and faked smile
For the performance of a lifetime
I don't care if I don't make a dime
You've left, she left...all alone again
Hell with it all, I won't ever win
The battle of true love or affection
I'm just going to lose myself in my dark depression
Because it's no use
I want to get lost in my own abuse
All dolled up
For the audience that hates me
We weren't, she and I weren't meant to be
So here I go again, playing the happy girl
Who really only hates the damn world
Take everything from me now
Want to make it better, but don't know how
Because it's no use
I want to get lost in my own abuse
Abuse, abuse
Useless, like God, no use
Abuse, abuse
Nothing is my description...no fucking use
