Losing my Mind

Chapter 15: Again

Stiles sat on the roof just outside his window with his book and pen, writing furiously and singing silently to himself, he felt as if he was in his own world with the almost full moon shining brightly through the night and the silence. God, he loved the silence!

He felt as if his voice (even though he was quiet) boomed through the night, and he didn't feel alone anymore, he didn't really know if he could sing well, but he knew that he loved singing.

He finished writing and started singing the song normally.

You run, like the letters on these pages.
I'm not sick but still so far away from sane.
Nightmares, but I haven't slept in ages.
The battles won, but there's still poison in our veins.

We've lost control, anything but gently down the stream.
Hold me close, hold me tell me life is but a dream.

Save me, I think I'm losing my mind.
You said you'd come for me when the world swallowed me whole. Well, this is war.
Save me, 'cause the battles won but the war is still to fight.
You said you'd come for me when the world swallowed me whole. Well, this is war.
Well, this is war.

You breathe like your lungs aren't full of matches.
Every careful word you speak has a chance of sparking fire.
And I hope I can sleep straight through the madness.
But I can't even tell when I'm sleeping anymore.

We've lost control, anything but gently down the stream.
Hold me close, hold me tell me life is but a dream.

Save me, I think I'm losing my mind.
You said you'd come for me when the world swallowed me whole. Well, this is war.
Save me, 'cause the battles won but the war is still to fight.
You said you'd come for me when the world swallowed me whole.

Let the darkness come for me, let it try to steal my soul.
As if I had a soul to steal.
Let the darkness come for me, let it try to steal my soul.
As if I had a soul to steal.
Let the darkness come for me, let it try to steal my soul.
As if I had a soul to steal.

Hold me tell me life is but a dream.

Save me, I think I'm losing my mind.
You said you'd come for me when the world swallowed me whole. Well, this is war.
Save me, 'cause the battles won but the war is still to fight.
You said you'd come for me when the world swallowed me whole.

Well, this is war.
Well, this is war.
Well, this is war.
Well, this is war.

Well, this is war.
Well, this is war.
Well, this is war.
Well, this is...

Stiles finished singing and found that throughout the whole song he started singing more confidently.

Stiles looked at the clear sky as he heard 6 distinct wolf howls piercing through the night, all of them were filled with emotion and Stiles smiled sadly to himself, closing his eyes as he knew who they were.

Isaac, Derek, Peter, Ethan, Aiden, and loudest of all; Scott.

***

Stiles awoke to the sound of glass shattering throughout the house.

What the hell?

He got up, opened the door and ran downstairs to see his dad freaking out and throwing everything around. Literally everything.