Stiles finally finished cleaning before he picked up his bag and painfully made his way upstairs to his room. Wincing every now and then from the effort used to carry his battered body.
He walked into the bathroom and had a quick shower which hurt like hell considering the circumstances. He got out, dryed himself, put on his plain black boxer briefs that fitted him so perfectly and stood in front of the mirror examining his pain ridden body.
His whole body had already started to bruise, his skin slowly started to tint from it's normal fare colour all through to a purple.
He had a black eye that wasn't too bad because it hadn't swelled up and wasn't too dark, he also had a cut on the bridge of his nose, on his right cheek, on his lip and all over his arms, legs and torso. If he dramatized the situation he would've said that he had cuts literally everywhere or that he was broken in a joking manner but somehow he couldn't muster the amusement that would've caused him in the past.
He was in so much pain and his brain was clouded with everything bad that had happened in his life, there wasn't a happy thought left, and that absolutely terrified him to the core. Where was his usual hope? His usual sarcastic, comedic self?
He walked over to his bag, grabbed his book and a pencil and started writing a new song.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
YOU ARE READING
Losing my Mind
Fiksi PenggemarStiles is going through a hard time in his life and has to deal with stuff most teens don't have to go through...
