Jimin plopped down into his bed with a small 'hmph' until he laid on his back. His inspected the ceiling before crossing his arms and blowing the hair out of his face with an angry breath.
"What'd I do wrong?" he mumbled to himself. He still couldn't seem to figure out how he caused Taehyung to walk out. Yet, he felt terrible. He cursed himself, knowing he probably over stepped a line before sighing and sitting back up. His shoulders slouched as he looked at the dark brown wood floors with sadness. His fingers fiddled in his lap as he looked at all the delicate lines etched across the wood.
His thoughts rambled around his head in a train wreck. "I'm a fucking disaster!" he growled angrily before pulling up his knees and resting his face on the warm fabric of his jeans. He felt he always screwed up things. Ruined relationships, ruined objects, ruined himself. It was exhausting to be a complete disaster all the time.
He sighed again, ran a shaky hand through his hair and stood up to change into his comfy clothing for the night. "Well, I can at least try to be calm about it. Try to relax. Maybe he was just as nervous as I was."
After changing and laying in bed for around an hour staring at his phone, another hour trying to sleep and then another hour trying to distract himself with the sounds of outside, his mind drifted back to the tall, blue haired boy. His face lifted into a smile smile as he clutched a pillow to his side. He found the boy so adorable. The way his cute, fluffy hair fell across his eyes, his neck slightly covered with a short mullet. The way he shifted around when nervous, biting his lip in a non-assured way. He couldn't help but smile wider.
"Tomorrow... tomorrow I'll try to ask Yoongi about him. Maybe... maybe he'll help me," Jimin silently whispered to himself. His eyes slowly drifted closed at the reassuring thought and he fell asleep with a smile on his face and pillow hugged tight to his chest.
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I have failed entirely I am so sorry
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The Terrible Student (BTS)
Fiksi Penggemar"Why?" "I didn't have any reason to live. So why not?" Jungkook, a boy that does terrible in school and has a past he doesn't know how to handle. Lost in a world of loneliness, will he ever be happy. (May take big story turns and trigger warning. Do...
