i fucking hate a/ns but a veery quick update!!
so, i know some of you really like this story and want me to update, but that might take a while. i used to really be into habit/evan as a dynamic, and although my deep love for emh & sv as a whole remains without question, i've sort of drifted away from the ship. dgmw, i still think its very interesting and i enjoy writing it, but it's a little harder to get myself going on it like i can with other things.
on that note, it's a little harder for me to put myself into evan's headspace. i've been doing a lot of fantrials lately which means i've been playing a lot of habit and i'm significantly better at getting his thoughts down than i am with evan. the next chapter is taking so much time because it's long and it's evan-centric, which makes it difficult.
the updates have been slow because it's been more difficult for me to churn out chapters. i know how i want the story to go and i know what comes next, but it's hard for me to put it down on paper nowadays. i'm not giving up on deadcrush at all, but it'll just take some more time.
- tony (toadsica)
