Moving on.

~Old Crushes~

The sun is out today.

It instantly made my mood a lot better. Even though I can't feel the sun on my skin I'm still happy I can see it.

It's been a few days since I last visited my college so I decided that I'll take a trip to see if my friends are okay.

I have arrived at Adam States College, I sadly smile thinking back to all of the memories I made here and how I used to walk to college and back home with my friends. At lunchtime we would always share gossip.

I opened the double doors and I was in the hallway it is about 12 in the afternoon so in about 5 minutes everyone will leave their lesson and come out for lunch.

5 minutes later

The bell rang.

It's weird to say that I actually miss that bell and getting my favourite pizza at lunch. A few seconds went by and I saw my girls Marissa and Charlotte they are looking better I think they are coping with my death
I walked up to them to earsdrop in their conversation.

Marissa: I'm so thankful that the bell went I didn't know how long I could've lasted without food

Charlotte: Girl same what are you getting?

Marissa: Pizza and Chips  *sigh* I miss Gracie so much she used to get pizza every single day when she was with us
 I feel like she is here right now

I smiled *Only if you knew Marissa*

Charlotte: I miss her too. It isn't the same without her here we were the trio that people knew I miss how she used to tell us gossip at lunch

Marissa:  Remember how she used to go on about Adam her biggest crush!!

Charlotte: No fucking way I remember how she used to always go on about him. Ahah and how she was super nervous to make the first move

(My eyes widen) How could I forget my biggest crush of all time Adam Stevenson I remember I  used to write "Mrs Gracie Stevenson" in my diary all the time I wonder how he's doing.

Marissa: Ahaha yeah I remember the days (Tears falling down)

Charlotte: It's okay girl you can cry if you want too but I bet Gracie is laughing her head off seeing you cry

Marissa: *Laughing* Yeah I bet she is I miss you girlie

I miss and love you too

Charlotte: I wonder if Adam knows about Gracie being gone because if you remember he did leave quite awhile ago before she died do you know the reason why he left?

Marissa: To be honest I never actually thought about it. I heard he left for a scholarship that was in London it was a better position for him there then in Leeds. Maybe from social media but the chances of him knowing can be 50/50 even though Gracie had a crush on him I don't think he even talked to her or knew of her ? no offence boo

 None taken boo

Charlotte: I'm not sure to be fair, I wished they were together they would of been a cute couple

*Bell rings*

Marissa: For fuck sake that bell will be the death of me *sigh* I'll see you after maths 

Charlotte: Bye boo

After my girls went to their lesson I sat there thinking about my crush that I had on Adam I wonder how he's doing.

I was heartbroken when I fount out about him leaving I had to take it like the champ knowing I can't look good for him anymore even if I didn't talk to him. 

I remember when my friends tried to encourage me to tell him that I liked him before he left but I got too scared and chickened out I know what I am planning to do next.

I will find you Adam Stevenson.