𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓊 𝒹𝑜?

Maria

"Sooo, any topic , to break the silence," justin asked.
"Umm, so how u doing lately , any plans for your vacation,"

"I'm fine , but I'm really bored af ,"
"Can you come tomorrow at my place , maybe we can spend an amazing night as before," justin said.

"I don't know really , i think I'm busy tomorrow,"

"Aren't you available for jay," justin rubbed my cheeks.

"Uhhh justin plz u making me uncomfortable,"

"Why!!"

"I mean u making me shy ,"

"Uh okay i thought you don't trust me anymore," justin laughed.

Marie pov:
Well why do you even care. This phrase popped in my mind making me feel broken.

"N.no ofcourse Justin," i laughed.

"Emm justin ,"
"Yes,"
"Is shawn and kendall okay? We have been in here for about 50 mins,"
"Uhhhhh marie , you don't get it?"
"Wha.ttt , justin I can't understand any thing,"
"Well they took an uber and left from about 15 mins ago , i just wanted to spend more time with you,"

"Why didn't u tell me , like i mean thanks so much,"

"I know you trust me enough , and you wouldn't be angry if we spend more time in the car,"

"I trust you," i lied , "but i was just shocked that u wanted to hang out, even though you were talking about how much you loved kendall,"

"Marie that doesn't make any sense , if i love kendall , that doesn't mean I don't want to spend time with you,"

"Okay , im sorry for understanding the whole concept in a wrong way ,"

"No no it's totally fine marie," he smiled , and i also did , let's say i faked a smile.

"Do you want to leave now?"

"As you like I'm okay with this,"

"Great,"

Justin leaned to grab the aux and play some songs. Don't get me wrong I still love him tho , maybe I'm jealous or a bit pissed off. I guess every girl im my situation would feel the same way.

"Damn the emotions in this song is strong,"

"Yes , and i love the smooth beat,"

"Cause you are you are the reason why I'm still hanging on," he started singing while holding my hands firmly. I decided to join , just to play cool .

"What a great song,"
"U seem to have the same taste in music like me , maria,"

"Maria , this sounds italiano justin , but i like it,"

"I'll start calling you that,"
"Great and I'll call u jayy,"

"Okay babe," he began to get closer , and i can feel his hands curling my waist.

"Justin really! Not in the car,"

"Whyyyyyyyy," he began to whine like 12 year old , noooo a 4 year old.

"Justin we don't want to begin this,"

"Begin what,"

"Justin am on my period!!"

"Ohhh, shit , sorry," justin smirked

"Close the topic,"

"Okay , but i just want to say something,"
"Thats why you have been pissed off and shouting," "fucked up hormones ,"

"JUSTIN,"
"Okay fine i dont want to die calm down maria,"

"Such an idiot," i laughed , but don't worry it wasn't fake tho.

"Wanna go home, before you kill me,"

"That would be an amazing idea ,"

"Okay princess,"

I don't why these cute , funny nicknames would turn me on! But i love themm. To be honest the rest of the ride wasn't boring as I thought. And i wasn't pissed off now , i don't know how he manage to make me happy although i was about to scream at him. I arrived home throwing my bag on the bed as usual , and my mum would come and shout.

Okay tonight was really complicated, kendal got harassed, umm justin broke my heart then i fell in love with him again. Really i hate when i ha no one to share with what happened. Like i would basically tell kendal , but she is already destroyed. Also i won't ruin her life. But did Justin really tell me he lover her. Am i a joke to him or something. I feel damaged. Like i loved him, andd andddd kendall told me he liked me back.

Maybe he is using me to get kendall, but justin isn't that type of person. Yess , and me and justin kissed, i swear it was real. It was real to me and him. But maybe I'm just imagining like if it was real , he wouldn't tell me he liked kendall. Men sometimes can fool a women to love them so much , and then they just leave. Maybe because I'm on my period , I overthink alot. He knew i was pissed off, and really he managed to make me love him again.

Fuck my feelings .
Okayy so I'll just go sleep with my unsolved feelings. Should i text justin?
I need him , but at the same time i hate him.

"Mariee,"

"YESS MUM," i jumped.

"What?"

"You scared me,"

"You have to sleep now , and I TOLD U MILLION TIMES PICK UP THAT BAG FROM YOUR BED,"

"Mumm okayy fine,"

Mum didn't even say hello , she just burst into the room.

"Anyways im not going to remove the bag," I whispered.

"Heard that , goooo  and remove the bag,"

"Uhhhhhhh,"

Would marie still love justin?
Or she will just forget about him.

Hope u enjoying the storyy and thanks for the support ❤️