𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓊 𝒹𝑜?

PAIN IS MY FRIEND

Listen to

Lovely  ( billie eilish ft khalid)

For this chapter.  Put it on repeat !!

It will kinda get you in the mood . Anywaysss listen and enjoy!

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"I dont care about your mother anymore!"  He shouted.

"WHAT DID SHE DO !! SHE JUST WANTED TO SAVE MONEY FOR MY BROTHER'S COLLEGE,  SO SHE SELD THE CARR!"

"I bought the car with my money, she must have asked me first!"

"Its not your own money!! Its ours!"  

"Its not your fucking businesses, get out of my way,".

Both of his hands pushed my chest making fall hardly on the floor .

"Leave HERRRR!"

He began to knock on katy's door like psycho .

"OPENNN KATYY,"

There was no answer , he began pounding on the door harder than before.

"If you don't open that fucking door in 5 secs , you will he beaten to death,"

"I wont open  , psycho," katy shouted

I began crawling on my knees to him.  I kept punching his legs, to distract him. 
I felt a sudden unbearable pain in my stomach.  Basically he swung his foot into my delicate stomach.  I was lying down there screaming from the immense pain. At that moment I WANTED TO DIE.

More than 5 seconds passed, and katy won't open the door.  He kept shouting and swearing like a douchebag. He didn't even give a second for himself to work out the problem.   At that moment i knew he isn't the one i trusted all these years . He isn't the one i always loved with all my heart.  He isn't my other half. He is useless . HE ISNT MY FATHER.

He rested his hand on his forehead, giving sometime for himself to think about everything he lost.   He lost everything valuable! But he won't leave like this. He wanted to take revenge. 

He ran to the kitchen banging the door open. Noises filled the whole house making me shake to death. I didn't know what he was planning to do.  I wasn't worried about myself, i was anxious about mum.   What if he kills her! Or rape her to death.  Or ..... k...idnap her. Thoughts
filled my mind , making me lose hope in everything  , specifically life.  Why can't i have a happy life with a loving family.  Why am i in severe pain , no one here to help. 

I heard his footsteps coming closer. He was dragging something with him. I couldn't see anything, i was lying down there couldn't even lift my fingers .  

He started lifting that thing in his hand and broke the whole door. 

"Leave me alone ," katy screamed.

"You deserve it',"

"I DESERVE WHAT , BEING TREATED LIKE A DOG FOR MY WHOLE LIFE FOR YOUR OWN HAPPINESS, LYING TO MY CHILDREN ABOUT MY FEELINGS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY , AND WHEN I MAKE ONLY ONE SINGLE MISTAKE , YOU BEAT ME , AND MAKING ME  LOOK USELESS,  I WANTED TO SAVE MONEY  FOR OUR SON, AND YOU ARE BLAMING ME,"  her heart aching from the pain she felt.

" I don't care about you neither your children, i married you  because you got pregnant that night , you know so well it was a mistake, and you know i hate my son , because he made me marry you , i never loved you , and i would never love you,"

"I continued my life with you , only because I don't want to go to jail , and I didn't want you to get an abortion , but when you fucking waste all my money on that motherfucker , you need to be beaten to death," he spat.

"I don't fucking care about anything!!! Except my children i want them to have a happy life , so get OUT OF MY HOUSE,"

"It isn't your house!" He laughed.

"You are laughing! You don't have any feelings, i hate you , i really do hate you , I HATE YOUUUU,"

Katy's hand swung slapping his cheeks really hard . She didn't plan on doing this. BUT WHEN PAIN GETS OVER YOU ,  YOUR BRAIN STARTS TO TAKE IN CONTROL.

He stared deadly in her eyes  , she knew he wont leave her that night unless she is begging him to stop . For the first time she didn't regret what happened.

Suddenly he pushed her against the wall making her squeak from pain.  
"You will regret the day , you knew me!" He whispered into her ears.

The scene i saw  was more than painful . Seeing my mum like this, made me feel dead inside.

He  dragged her from her hair, outside of the room. 
Her screams filled my ears making me cry from pain.

"COMEE HELP," i screamed.

Katy pov:
    He began dragging me across the room. I screamed for help. I was anxious about the baby inside my womb. 

My stomach was screaming for help.  His punches became harder and harder than the first ones.  With every punch I remember every great memory we spent . I remembered that day when we got marie , he was crying from happiness. The day I succeeded in my job , his smile never faded away this day .

Everything changed .

"Last word before you die?" He leaned my head to his mouth.

"I hate you," 
I felt the struck he felt in his heart, it was the same as mine.

Darkness filled my sight .   I saw marie screaming and crawling on the ground. Before i fall on the ground all i wanted to do was to smile to her. She is my only hope.

Marie pov:

My lungs popped out of my ribcage, from the loudness of my screaming .  Mum fell on the ground bumping her head . She flew into the pond of blood.   I knew at the moment i lost her forever. I lost my own self.

I never imagined saying that. But i wanted to stab him with a knife . I wanted to blame him with every stab. I wanted him to feel the immense pain we felt.  He's heartless . "I hate him"

He leaned towards me and mum, and dragged us out of the house. As if we were a pile of trash. I rested on the pavement all night , my mother resting between my arms.  The poor beautiful girl , drown in her blood. She will never recover from that. And i know she would never feel the same. 

I guess pain is my friend