2 Weeks Later.
"LOOL she's so ugly!"
"Her brother must be embarrassed!"
"LOOL raaah deep much!?"
"Ah do i care? She can go kill herself for all i care LOOL"
3 weeks now , i was being bullied. Everyone was making fun of me , and my looks . History my last lesson i hated it so much why? Because i was being thrown harsh words , every fucking time. Why was my life like this? I don't know and what made it worse was that Grace was making fun of me the most , cussing my hair, cussing the way i am, cussing me. I felt so awkward and uncomfortable i had no-one by my side none of my friends were in my history class , everyone in here hated me, i had no-one to turn to i was too afraid to tell my family that i was being bullied , even though Marlon knew but we both didn't had to courage to bring the subject up. The insults were becoming more and more obnoxious, was i really that ugly?
"Fam she doesn't deserve her hair" Someone came behind me and pulled my hair back
"David pass me the scissors" She hair pulling my hair hard , i silently cried as everyone was watching the scene shocked where was the teacher?
"Oww Grace stop!"
"Shut the fuck up... David"
"Ah nah allow it Grace don't cut her hair!" He said laughing it off
"Kmt pass me the scissors man fucking hell i don't have all day" I tried to break my hair free from her hands but she even harder!
"Owww , please Grace don't cut my hair"
"You should be lucky it's gonna grow back anyway!"
She was about to cut a handfull of my hair when the door burst open with Jamel and the history teacher so wait , it's now that he wants to show up? Everyone freezed and looked at the teacher in fear of what he was gonna do , even though my teacher was black he went bright red! Jamel power walked over to my seat and stared at Grace angry!
"What the fuck was you gonna do?"
"Nothing!" She said letting go of my hair!
"Do you take me for a dickhead Grace?!"
"Kmt go away man"
"Are you dumb!" I heard a good "clap" noise , I looked over at Grace who was holding her cheek furious! Jamel had slapped her!
"That's , ENOUGH! Jamel , Grace and Keliyon head of years office NOW!"
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Jamel and Grace was dismissed home now and i was the only one left with the head of year, and the head teacher. They had called my parents as soon as Jamel and Grace left, so this is why i was staying behind. The teachers kept on asking me what was wrong or if i was getting bullied but i didn't say a thing because i was too scared, being bullied is so humiliating, i didn't even want my parents to see me like this, red eyes, messed up hair, ugly, and getting bullied...
"Thank you Mr and Mrs Mayers for taking time out of your schedule and turning up for your daughters sake... The reason why we have called you in is because we worry about Keliyon's school , first of all her grades have been going down she's a great student but we do worry about her..." My head of year said to my parents , my mum held my arm and looked at me as if to say "explain yourself then".
"... And today an accident took place in her history class" My history teacher let out before sighing.
"What happened Kelly?" Mum asked , everyones eyes were on me i hated it, i blinked twice letting the tears fall down.
"N-nothing" i shook my head, letting my emotions get to me
"C'mon Keliyon tell em" My history teacher sweetly said
"I can't do it, i can't just leave me alone!"
I got my bag and ran out the head of years office, too much pressure for me. I ran out the school buildings as fast as i could... I got home and ran straight up to my room dropping my school bag and crying my eyes out, i hate my life so much , i got the blade that i was hiding in my shoe box, and started to take away the pain...
So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times, I once contemplated suicide and woulda tried, but when I held that nine, all I could see was my mama's eyes, no one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble, not knowing it's hard to carry on when no one loves you. - Tupac.
P.S , yes if you's are wondering i cut myself not no more though , i actually got emotional writing this because it really did happen to me all of it being bullied is not a fun thing to do, bullies usually go through hell too and they take out their anger out on vulnerable people , i was a very vulnerable person back then, no-one deserves to be bullied because of how God created them. Some people won't be happy until they've pushed you to the ground. What you have to do is have the courage to stand your ground and not give them the time of day. Hold on to your power and never give it away. When people hurt you over and over, think of them like sand paper. They may scratch and hurt you a bit, but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless.
