I didn't go in school the next day , i was so depressed i stayed up in my room since the day i cut myself and im planning on staying in here for as long as i like! I haven't spoken to any of my friends or family , i felt embarrassed for some reason because i knew the teachers had told my parents something was obviously going on between me and certain school pupils, & my friends well they would have found out anyway. I streched out of bed and yawn, the house was oh so quiet take it as everyone's gone to work or school or something. What am i doing with my life seriously? I can't be locked up in my room forever and i was so hungry! I didn't eat last night because i didn't wanna go downstairs and have to face my parents cos im sure my teachers told them what happened they would ask so much questions and i can't be asked to go through that shit just now.
I put some socks on and hit the bathroom. I brushed my teeth, then washed my face, i walked down the stairs and walked into the kitchen, ah shit Mathew was there i really thought i was alone!
"Why ain't you in school?" I put my hands behind my back i should of wore a long sleeve top!
"Erm don't feel well" He raised his eyesbrows and shook his teeth
"You know im not stupid kelly"
"Yeah.."
"What's going on then?"
"Nothing!" I walked back out and into the living room , i got the remote and turned the tv on,
"Nah im dropping you to school go get ready now Kelly."
"But Mathew why!?" I wanted to cry i didn't wanna go in today.
"You aint missing school just cause of some stupid bitch go get ready init"
"Fine!"
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"Thanks Mathew for the ride bye!" I kissed my brother and ran out of his car , i just got in time for lunch time, i walked into reception and got myself signed in, i wasn't ready to go see my friends yet and since we had french soon i thought i should just go wait outside the classroom untill lunch time will end! I walked into the corridors and waited, the pips went and the corridors started to get packed, i sighed here we come the silly lil comments.
"I rate her for even coming in today tho! I would of moved schools asap!" I rolled my eyes at that comments
"Ahlie! Pfft it's like she's asking for some more! LOL rah!"
"KELLY!" I turned around a huge smile spread across my face and hugged my bestfriends ;
"Hey guys!"
"Kelly we heard what happened oh my days im gonna fuck up that girl!" Saffron was going bright rede!
"No seriously guys leave it i really don't wanna talk about it again or even think about it again please" They nodded and lined up outside the class room.
My french teacher came and we finally walked into the classroom, i sat at the back by myself in a two seats table, i got my books out and waited for the teacher to give us our work and tell us what we was gonna do today and everything else.
"Guys we got a new student in our French class please make her feel welcome... Introduce herself darling"
"Hi im Mackenzie but people call me Kenzie i come from jamaica erm i moved here from some shitty school.. Yes im a tomboy you aint confused ok" Everyone laughed she had a good sense of humor.
"Ok Kenzie haha go seat over there please next to Kelly right at the back where there's a seat left" She nodded and made her way over to me, oh my God, i was getting so nervous what the hell? She came and sat next to smile ,, she smiled and took out her maths book.
"Erm Kelly?" I turned around and looked up she was staring right in my eyes
"Yes?"
"Do you wanna come with me after school to walk my dog i dont really know the neighbourhood init and i dont wanna go with my cousin"
"Ermm..Yeah sure" Why not i thought? I mean i have nothing planned and ima be showing her around.
"That's great!" She once again smiled , her smile was so beautiful this girl is surely doing something to me.
