(Painkillers a powerful drug, it interferes with your nervous system's transmission of the nerve signals we perceive as pain.)
Min Jinu suffered from pain, regret and guilt due to his girlfriend's death. Unable to contain his anger, he decides to take action of his blameworthy personality by taking painkillers, hoping it would ease the pain that his mind is producing. Due to his negligence in taking care of himself, luck has turn him down, instead his recklessness take part; in a way that the only think he thinks about it feeling pain and being with his girlfriend again. Taking too much dosage can cause you misfortune and can mess up your mind easily.
Will he be able to contain his eagerness in finding pain instead of peace and bliss?
What will the next situation if he took to much drugs that he will never know which is different from reality and fantasy.
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"Jinu, Min Jinu." It's a woman's voice, could it be Sang Kim? I open my right eye, taking a good observation around; hmm... maybe a dream?
"Jinu, to your left!" I opened both my eyes, tilting my head towards the left, there...I saw her, Sang Kim.
"I thought, I was dreaming." I said, but I really can't feel my mouth moving. Am I still dreaming?
"You are dreaming. Jinu, I have something to tell you, a secret." Her voice cold and stiff.
"W-what is it?" still my mouth feels so numb.
"For thee has conquered me, shall not disobey the wicked inside, thee shall be protected in vain by a venomous pill." What is she saying?
"What does it mean?" I ask, but no words came out this time; her voice muted while her lips move. "What are you saying? I can't hear you, why can't you hear me? Sang Kim? Sang Kim answer me!"
It wasn't long until I got woken up by her, the real her. "You okay? You were sweating and mumbling things." Is it really her? "Hey, speak up cowboy." She snaps her thumb in front of me, trying to get my attention.
"Ugh, you're not real. The real Sang Kim is dead, I killed her." It was that horrible accident that happened last night. December 24, 2016, it was my fault that we fought, now she's gone.
"Life's harsh, at some point, we're only humans driving the world crazier. We're supposed to live the life. At my case, I'm just breathing, not living the most of it. It's exhausting."
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PAIN KILLERS #wattys2018(REVISED)
FanfictionI will always make anyone happy, even though I am not happy enough with myself. This story is about Min Yoongi. He has been taking pills since he hurt himself. A pill that keeps him alive. But what if he run out of pills? What does the pills reall...
