"Lisa, listen to me. I won't lie, you were a one night stand," I felt everything in my body fall apart. Damn it hurts.
"But you aren't anymore."
Jenlisa Adaptation
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Started: June 2019
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"Lisa? Lisa!" I turn and look at Chaeng who stares at me. "What the hell is up with you?"
I rub my eyes, "I don't know what you mean." I haven't slept that much lately and it's really messing up my heads. I haven't been getting any work done, and I have already got my ass chewed out from my boss.
I need to figure out what the hell is wrong with me and get out of this slump.
"Something is bothering you, Lisa. You can tell me." I look at her as she stares at me. I know she's worried about me, and she wants me to tell her what is wrong, but I don't even know what's wrong. If I knew, I would fix it.
I sigh, "I really don't know what's wrong, Chaeng." I sit there and stir my coffee. It's a few minutes until we have to get back to work, and I need to get my shit together before I get chewed out again by the boss again.
"Maybe you need to talk to someone." She reaches across the table and lays her hand on my arm.
I shake my head, "No, I'll figure it out."
"Okay." We sit in silence for a while until she speaks again, "Tzuyu said she had a nice time with you that night." I look over her. I haven't talked to Tzuyu ever since that night, I really haven't found any motivation to pick up my phone. I wouldn't mind hanging with her again.
I nod, "Yeah, I had a good time too. She's pretty cool."
"But, not your type, huh?" she crosses her arms on the table and looks at me.
I shake my head, "I'm sorry. I just don't want a relationship." I shrug. I haven't told her about me not going out anymore or sleeping with women. I don't want her to think there's something going on, because I honestly don't know what's going on.
It might have to do with the fact that Jennie keeps invading my mind, and it's keeping me from doing all of that.
I hear Chaeng sigh, "I understand. I just wish you could find someone who can change your ways." I watch her as she drinks her coffee and looks around. I understand that she wants me to find someone, but who would want a broken woman? Nobody wanted me in foster care, who would want me now?
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