One Night Stand JENLISA

Chapter 14

I called in sick to work. I didn't feel like going because I didn't feel like doing anything. I wasn't sure why I felt like shit but clearly, it's because of what Jisoo had said.

I don't know if I should believe her. Jennie said she was a psycho, so maybe she was making it up? But if she was, how did she know what Jennie had said to me?

It didn't make any sense and I was getting a headache from all of it. I wish I never got involved with this shit. It's not like Jennie and I were official, right?

She never said anything but the thought of me being another toy to her really upsets me.

I wanted something with her but if she's not committed then I didn't want it. If I want someone then they need to be trustworthy, driven and committed to it one hundred percent.

I know how Jennie is, because she told me she slept with a lot of women and she's just like me. I've been doing that shit for years and now after I think about it, I regret everything.

If I could turn back time, I would stop myself from doing that shit.

I know that I was depressed as a child, but I still had no right to do that to women. I feel like shit now and I hate it.

Chaeng tried to call me but didn't answer. I can't bring myself up to answer the phone or even talk. I hate feeling like my heart is shattering when I never ever thought that it would be possible.

Maybe I am in love with Jennie.

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It's been exactly a week. I haven't heard anything from Jennie or Jisoo. I even try to avoid anything that has to do with going out in public.

Jennie doesn't know where I live and she doesn't have my number so, I guess that's good. At least now I won't have to worry about her showing up.

I haven't said anything to Chaeng, in fact I lied to her. She asked how was the trip but I said it wasn't all that great because Jennie and I wasn't getting along.

She was kind of pissed though because I never took any pictures. I told her that I forgot because I was in a bad mood because of Jennie.

She hated the idea of me going to another country with women that I slept with because she said that could got killed or something. This chipmunk is always over reacting.

I never laughed harder in my life.

I could imagine Jennie trying to kill me.

She almost killed me the moment my orgasm blast. Kidding.

Since I had nothing to do anymore, I don't go out to the bars or clubs. I try my best to avoid them. Chaeng thought I was sick because she offered to take me somewhere but I refused. I told her that I just didn't feel good and I had to keep telling her that because she kept offering to take me to places, I didn't even know.

All I do now is go to work and come home. Works for me.

As I was sitting at my desk at work, I was focused on my work when Jungkook came up to my desk. I rolled my eyes as I waited for one of his remarks but he never said anything. He handed me some paperwork then left.

That was odd.

I ignored it and went back to work. It was about twenty minutes before lunch and I was almost done with today's work. I loved how I got back on track to finish all the shit load of work I had.

My mind has never been clearer. It felt great.

As I was typing, I heard my phone ring. I answered it and the lady in the lobby said that I had a visitor. I thanked her and told her I'd be right down.