Your Sign ▪︎ Saiki X Reader

CH 4

I look at the thermometer and realized that I had a cold. No wonder why my throat felt swollen and close. Not to mention the headache too. I should just rest for now...

As I close my eyes I began to recall memories. The approaching footsteps echoed sharply throughout the halls, growing louder every second. His tall figure, and the overwhelming power, and murderous intent as well his bloodshot eyes set rigid as he outstretched his hand, trying to grip his figment of desire toward me.

"You're a pathetic failure who should've never been born!" He yelled

I couldn't help it but feel my whole world collapse

Why did i have to be beaten and cursed by my own father?

To him, i was nothing but a burden on his shoulders. Father was a person who knew nothing and only brought violence. The old bruises that used to appeared everyday on her body night and morning could only be seen on the inside. She was terrified of him, but not anymore...

Her eyes opened, her eyelashes faintly batting against her lids when she blinked and she gasped in a breath.

A familiar ceiling covered her vision. Ah right. I'm not there anymore. Then I heard someone walking to me and when I looked to my right I saw Saiki.

"Ah you're conscious" He said

I nodded my head and started writing in my notepad, "how did you get here"

"Your lock wasn't properly locked and you weren't coming out even though I waited for you so I decided to go in when you were laying in your bed sick"

Oh that made sense.

"Anyway your fever hasn't gone down at all so take a rest. You deserve it" saiki smiled and grabbed my hand holding it

My body is cold and heavy... and everything is becoming a hazy but the warm hand holding mine felt so comfortable, I wanted to keep holding it.

At that I closed my eyes and went to sleep without no nightmare. When the next day arrived Saiki was still there... Tear started to whimper silently out of my eyes and to my surprise the feelings I had for Saiki was not admiration but love. I love him.

"Already crying?"

I couldn't dare faced him. I had no right because I was a pathetic failure who should've never been born.

"Don't cry anymore. Like I told you before Instead of running away, why don't we do our best together? When you're hurting or becoming tired, I'll be by your side forever. I won't leave you."

Liar. I feel like its a lie but even so my despair for him was so strong already that I was sobbing like no tomorrow. Saiki didn't care about my wailing and didn't stop me from crying either. He just sat there and give me a this gentle expression that I needed. As my wailing was going down my eyes began to feel dropping and I closed my eyes.

Then when I woke up I didn't see Saiki. Did saiki leave? I knew it but still... Just why did I get my hope up and just why in the hell is he treating me so kindly. I don't even remember anything in 1st grade but he doesn't care whenever or not I forgot. So why...

"Are you going to cry again too?"

Huh? I know who this is. I turned to the left and saw Saiki. As I was about to start pulling my notepad he stopped me, "How about instead of holding it in, just cry. I think it get better if you release some of that energy."

And then I cried and cried. Maybe I was even making this yelling sound even thought I couldn't talk but I cried when I was eating and cried while I was laying in my bed. I just cried. after what felt like hours I was now officially not stress anymore.

it took me three days for me to recover fully and when I woke up to see Saiki infront of my door he started walking closer to me. He placed his arm onto my forehead and then smiled at me, "you're not sick anymore"

I grin from ear to ear and nodded my head. I pulled out my notepad and started writing, "It must had been annoying to take care of me"

"Not at all and this is what I should do. Your sick and if it's you I feel like you would probably not take care of yourself"

I could feel the heat in my cheek rise and I started to laugh. Maybe he wasn't wrong. Whenever I was sick I was often never taken care of or just never got taken care of. So it was nice to have somebody to stay by my side.

After that situation Saiki started to come over to my place and I go to his place whenever his parents aren't around. Although I had some missing work I had to catch on because I was sick it was okay since I'm pretty smart when it come to school. I don't think missing a few days is that bad.

"Y.N let go home" Saiki said and I nodded and quickly followed him

"I read a books saying that when the beginning and the end come together they are somehow suddenly invincible" He said and then looked at me, "what's your thought about this?"

"Wouldn't that make them eternal?" I wrote

With widen eyes Saiki looked at me and then looked normal again. He nodded at my reply and we walked in silence. However this walk make me feel bright and fluffy Inside. I dont want it to ever go away because I loved him however I do not have the right to claimed him as mine therefore I have to get rid of these feelings.

But even so I want to be by his side. If he end up getting a wife or a husband, whenever it is female or male and get marry or have a child I will support him no matter what because I love him. I love him.