wait for me | namjin

goodbyes

there they were. the same place jin had left them, the same place yoongi had left them, and now the same place namjoon was leaving them.

jimin was openly sobbing.
"y-you can't even run a mile w-without t-tripping. how can you s-serve the c-country?" he cries.
namjoon just laughs and engulfs jimin into a hug.
"watch me chim, i'll serve the country so well they'll demand for me to come back" he says rocking back and forth while hugging jimin.

"n-no!" jungkook started crying too
"you can't go back! you won't go back!" he says frantically
"it's ok jungkook i was just kidding, come here" namjoon says and opens his arms as jungkook falls into them.
taehyung was silently crying, tears falling one by one

"taehyung?" namjoon says turning to him.
"y-yeah" he sniffs, attempting a smile and walks over to him and wraps his arms around him tightly.

namjoon wasn't going to cry, he promised himself that last night as he watched jin fall asleep. he had to be strong for his family.

the members however, were in shambles.
how can we leave our leader?
how can he leave us?
how will we go on without him?
how?
they all wondered
namjoon was the best leader they could ever ask for.
he was the one who helped them.
he was the light in their darkness.
how could they go on without him?

yoongi's reaction to namjoon, leaving was the worst.
the day yoongi was going to the military had been horrible, and it was the last time he'd see namjoon and hoseok for a long time.