NCT One shots

Always By Your Side;;RenMin

Warning,this contains sensitive topics such as self harm,please read with caution

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The soft rhythmic sound of the tap water dripping rang through Jaemin's ears as he curled up and stared at the patterns he drew on his arms.He knew it was wrong but why'd it feel right?He never knew the answer to that.He dried up the blood and tried his best to hide the bloodied tissues from his two friends,Jeno,who was his childhood best friend and his secret crush,Renjun to find out.

Ever since he found out Jeno liked Renjun,it hurt him.He felt like helping Jeno with getting Renjun but he felt like it was wrong.However,Jeno knew Jaemin liked Renjun so he didn't confess to Renjun,he knew both Renjun and Jaemin were soulmates.

"Nana?Is everything okay?I've noticed you grew skinnier...have you been eating well?"Renjun said with concern in his voice.He knew Jaemin wasn't okay but he figured this was the only way to get answers."I-Yeah everything's perfectly fine!"Jaemin lied and sighed."Well then why'd I find a blade under your medication?the bloodied tissues in the bin?The bags under your eyes and you're constantly wearing hoodies even though it's like 40 fudging(change to fking) degrees outside...Nana why are you doing this to yourself?Do you know how worried Jeno and I are?!."Renjun said and felt tears form in the corner of his eyes.

"Alright fine,no,I'm not okay!I just keep seeing you and Jeno giggling and smiling and I just keep getting jealous!Why do you even care about me anymore?!I deserve to die so stop caring about me!"Jaemin screamed and pushed Renjun onto the wall."You two are driving me insane!"Tears were now streaming down Jaemin's face."Jaemin...I'm not dating anyone.Jeno knew I liked someone else so he wanted to help me confess to the person..."Renjun said in a calm tone.

"Who's the person you like then..?"Jaemin asked between sobs.Renjun smiled softly and ran his fingers through Jaemin's hair gently."This person who's crying in front of me now.Nana,I've liked you since we were 14 please it was so hard to keep a secret from the hyungs but now I guess no more hiding since I wanna ask you to be my boyfriend."Renjun said as Jaemin hugged Renjun tightly."You liked me too...You should've told me ya know."Jaemin said and wiped his tears away.

Renjun pulled Jaemin out of his room and dragged him to his own room."Now,you deserve the payment of a whole night of cuddles!Jaemin chuckled and pinned Renjun under him."I don't want just cuddles.I wanna...have fun with you."Jaemin said and smirked."N-not yet Nana please...I-I just wanna cuddle tonight."Renjun stuttered and started to blush."Nah I'm messing with you I just want your cuddles."He said and rolled next to Renjun and hugged him."I love you Renjun..."Jaemin said and kissed Renjun gently.

Renjun blushed softly and kissed back.Jaemin was finally happy.Jeno saw them and smiled.He helped his friend get the one he loved.Jeno,in fact was already dating Mark so he just faked his crush so Jaemin and Renjun could have time together.He helped his friends with their love.

The End