Painful Roses;;Na Jaemin Hanahaki AU

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Warning!There may be possible deaths!

It was a summer night and Jaemin was currently sitting in his room,coughing out beautiful rose petals,adding more petals to his garden in his room.He knew he suffered the Hanahaki disease when he saw his ex girlfriend kissing one of his classmates and broke up with him on the spot.

"Nana..?Are you okay?The others and I are worried for you...We heard you've been sick lately...Can I come in..?"Jeno said as he knocked on  his best friend's door.Jaemin stopped coughing and felt his pain fade away slightly."Y-yeah sure Nono...you can come in."Jaemin said and wiped his tears away.

"You've been crying..."Jeno pouted and threw his arms around Jaemin."Why are there so many flower petals...hey isn't that my favorite flower?"Jeno said and looked up at Jaemin."Y-yeah it is...I found these petals and just found them really pretty so I left them in my room..!"JAemin lied but didn't make it obvious.

"Jaemin,remember when I told you I liked Renjun..?Well I confessed and now we're dating!"Jeno smiled widely and looked at the bracelet Renjun had given him,it replaced the friendship bracelet the pair had.Jaemin fought tears from falling,"I-I'm so happy for you Nono!"He said and faked a smile."Well I gotta go...We have a date today!"Jeno said and hugged Jaemin again."Bye nono..."He said softly and waited for Jeno to leave the room before falling to his knees,crying.

He felt them again,the flowers...He started coughing again but this time it wasn't just petals,blood soon followed.Jaemin felt scared.The pain was unbearable but he knew it was meant to happen.

Months passed and he saw that Renjun and Jeno were happy together.Everytime he'd see them hug each other,he felt his heart break a little more.The petals he coughed out were now flowers in full bloom,they were beautiful but he could also feel thorns ripping at his throat.He felt as if he would die at any moment from the pain.

He ran home,away from Jeno and Renjun.He felt hurt just by being next to them.Knowing his time was coming,he wrote a letter to Jeno

dear Jeno,
by the time you see this i'm probably an angel over you.I loved you so much
I'm happy for you and Renjun but after you two got together,you gave me the hanakahi disease,don't know what it is?It's a disease that happens when it's victims suffer from one sided love.
Those flowers you saw in my room?They were from me.You made flowers grow in my lungs...although they are beautiful,I can't fucking breathe Jeno.It hurts..
Never forget me...
Na Jaemin x

The pen he was holding slipped out of his hands as he fell to the floor,coughing blood and flowers that had thorns on them.Jaemin knew he was going to die.He didn't fight back the urge."I love you Jeno..."His voice trailed off as his soul slowly left his body.

Jeno burst into Jaemin only to find him dead on the floor.He saw the note and quickly read it,his eyes brimming with tears.He called an ambulance as he knelt next to his now dead best friend.'I'm sorry I couldn't love you back Nana..."Jeno said softly as he hugged Jaemin's body."I'm sorry I made you suffer...I'm sorry you had to cough out painful roses...i'm sorry I killed you..."

a/n;;Hope you all enjoyed this!Sorry it didn't end very happy but not all stories have beautiful endings, I hope you also didn't tear up reading this like how I did while writing :')

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