first love // stephen curry

4. different feeling

stephen🏀

i crossed my arms, looking directly at her, feeling my blood boil. she was avoiding eye contact, knowing she didn't want to communicate with me, at all, but i did.

"jordyn, how do you know him?" i asked as i slowly made my way to her. she was packing her gym bag at the moment, still not making eye contact.

"were in the same grade" she rolled her eyes seeing "how dumb" that question was

"no i mean, how do you know him" i sat right in front of her, making her jump, seeing how close i was to her

khaild was not my favourite person, at all, and knowing jordyn had some type of connection with him, didn't make me feel good. that asshole if he was... doing any shit to her that she didn't commit to, oh shit you're going to see the worst of me.

"wardell why do you care huh? you have ayesha, why do you care what i do or what happens to me?" jordyn cried, finally facing me. dam i missed seeing those warm brown eyes, and her appearance in general

i was speechless. why did i care? she meant nothing to me now, we're not best friends anymore, but why do i still feel like she is a part of me? i never liked her in a crush way, and never will, she only did, and i knew that, ever since she started acting up and our fight that had ended it all, but i was feeling something... something different that i couldn't describe.

"khaild is right about you, you can't see anyone have something better than you in life. you just want everything to yourself, you got ayesha, 'hottest hoe' and khaild got me, your leftovers" she began to cry, i hate to see girls cry, especially her

i could feel my jaw clench, hitting my head against the locker, expressing my anger that had build in just a few seconds. jordyn had no clue, ayesha meant nothing to me, i was just showing her off to jordyn, to make her jealous, making her realized what she had missed

"i never thought those words could come out of your mouth" i said disgustedly

"and i never thought you could ever stop loving me, but i was wrong, so wrong" she grind her teeth

"go fuck khaild, i dare you" i told, laughing, knowing she would never have sex with him, never

"fuck ayesha" she pointed a finger at my chest

"saving it for the right moment" i licked my lips, knowing it was pissing her off.

"stephen... i love you... so much... and now... i'm sorry" she cried as she broke eye contact with me

now that hit me hard, so hard, that i began feeling that different feeling again. why is my body playing with me.

"jordyn..." i reached for her hand but she quickly snatched it away as she got up and left the boys' locker room, leaving me all alone

***

"hey dray" i did the typical bro hug as i greeted him, grabbing the extra ps4 controller, that was displayed on the table

"you up for some 2k?" he raised his eyebrow

"you already know it!" i laughed at the stupid question he had asked. i'm always up for some 2k, in a game or in real life.

"where the others at?" i looked around seeing no one besides the two of us

"i think klay is out with some girl tonight, and the others, apparently all had plans"

"shit man, everyone is getting busy nowadays, i swear being seniors and all, it's messing with us"

"aye, you already know" draymond laughed as he took forever choosing his player

"how did everything go with little J?" dray asked, taking his eyes off the screen and faced me

i swallowed hard. it only has been a few hours since shit went down, and i couldn't stop thinking about it. i felt horrible that i started acting up, when in reality she was feeling way more hurt than me, and i acted like it was all her fault... i'm such a jerk.

"i screwed up man. i made her cry, i hate to see her cry" i explained

"i don't blame you, you're just as confused and hurt as her" dray patted my back

"thanks man, but that hoe, khaild, oh shit, i want to punch his mother fucking face, hard" i clenched my jaw thinking off that asshole

"that nigga is something else. he can't even be dating J, he's overage, it's fucking against the law" dray shook his head

"what!" my eyes widen hearing the news draymond had shared

"yeah man, he was suppose to graduate way back, but that mother fucker screwed himself, making him redo it" dray explained

"dam, he must be at least 19"

"no shit"

"dray what if he has some connection with jordyn?" i asked, disgusted thinking of it

"it's against the mother fucking law, if J gets canned she's done, all her hard work, it's all over"

"that asshole better not be messing up jordy's life, or he will see the worst of mother fucking stephen curry" i promised as i made a slam dunk during the first quarter

"captain, first figure out... ayesha or jordyn?"

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