Soulmate stages (klance soulmate au) DISCONTINUED FOR THE TIME BEING

The sorta date Part 16

~Lances pov!~

 I re-read the note. "God keith." I laugh pinning the note on my wall, smiling at it. Then i come back to reality, "shit" I tug the note down crumbling it up into a ball throwing it to the ground. Then it hits me like a bullet, 'shiro had a soulmate named adam?" This got me thinking. 'Shiro had a male soulmate... Okay more to the point shiro has a soulmate. Meaning shiro left his soulmate. Meaning shiro knows how to leave a soulamte! Meaning i can get rid of keith!' 

 With this thought in my head I run to find shiro. When i do find him I tug on his arm. 

He turns to look at me, "lance?" I smile at him, "the one and only." This gets a laugh out of him. Making me smile making me feel how I feel neer some female's. 

"Wait do i like guys?" I say looking at shiro not realising i said that out loud. 

"Pardon?" Shiro tilts his head putting his hand on lances shoulder, "are you finally coming to terms with your soulmate beening keith?" I blush at him.

"What! No! I mean! He's not my s-soul- that." I push shiros arm off of my shoulder. "I'm not gay I'm 2000% straight. I'm so straight i make straight people look gay." Shiro glares at me.

"Is that so?" I nod at him. 

"Yup so hecking straight that I've never had weird dreams about anyone that's a guy only females." 

"Lance just admit you like guys." Shiro puts his hand on lances head.

"Well like no i don't like any males..." I blush looking away from shiro. I wouldn't want him thinking I'm gay when I'm not. I only have feelings for keith... Wait fuck female's only female's. No males. Just women. Just keith- fuck. Maybe shiro.. "Shit lance stop it!"

"Language. And stop what?" 

"Ah sorry! And i need to stop thinking about Kei- you in a weird way." I say blushing about my almost slip up, "i mean if i waste all my time thinking about ke- YOU then my female soulmate on earth would be less of a thought. So stop being so hecking cute." I smile standing on my heals rolling on them. 

Shiro's cheeks become dusted in a light pink, "ummm lance. Keith is your soulmate," he points to the string 'fuck', "and i have a soulmate."

"He is not my soulmate!"

"Okay lance. Wanna play a fast game?" Shiro asks out of no where.

"Umm sure what game."

"Truth or dare," before i can detest he asks, "so lance truth or dare?"

"Eh! No fare! But I'm not pussy, so dare."

"Language. I dare you to ask keith on a date," before i can say anything, "okay we're done here." He walks away.

~lance asking keith on a date dew to shiro daring him cuz shiros done listening to keith bitch about lance~

"Okay all i have to do is say, 'hey keith wanna have dinner with me?' And hope he says yes god this will be hard." I say looking in the mirror. "God who am i kidding I'm an ass to him he'll never say yes." I look down, "maybe if i just go for a fly before i ask him or a walk... I'll take a walk." 

~half way threw the walk~

I turn a corner to see keith there, 'heres my chance. Dare i say shance. Wait did i just ship me and shiro...' "What's wrong with me." 

"There's a long list wanna go over it?" Keith stands there with a small smirk on his face hand on hip other hand limp by his side. It was adorable, 'heck stop it!' 

"Um no. Whould you like it if we went over a list of things your bad at?" I say rather decisively, making him flinch droping the smirk and his other hand to his side. I look at the string that now connects us. 'I can't get away from him..' 

"It was just a joke I'm sorry." Keith looks down putting his hands behind his back, he kicks his foot slighly. 

I smile to myself putting a hand on his shoulder, "hey" I then use a smolder on him. He looks up confused, "um hey?"

'Retreat retreat retreat this is not a drill!' "So um keith would you um wanna look at the stars with me. They may not compare to your beautiful eye but there still nice." I realize what i said. Then realized it made not fucking sense. "I mean the stars are more beautiful than your eyes. I don't look at your eyes a lot. I just your eyes they um there nice but i like stars more but-" keith shuts me up with a kiss on the cheek. 

"Shut up you dork and lets go look at stars" keith says grabing my hand off his shoulder leading me to the main deck. He sits on the floor pulling me down to sit next to him. He puts his arms behind himself propping up his body. I do the same putting my arm between his arm and his back leaning my head on his shoulder subtly hoping he says nothing about it. I feel him move slightly to look at me. 

I look up at him are eyes meet, 'god their beautiful. I mean! Oh shit it's my brain who am i kidding i have it hard for keith.' I smile at him, he smiles looking back at the sky. I keep watching him. 

At this point he's more beautiful than the sky. I want to keep him safe i want him to be mine. I want to be the only thing he wants. 

~Keith's pov!~

Lance hasn't stopped looking at me. I want him to stop but also i don't i want him to keep looking at me. Just me. I look at him, "um lance?" Had to go and open my mouth. He blushes looking away. 

"Sorry. I was caught up in your beauty." I don't know if he meant to make me blush or if he was being 100% honest. But anyway i put this I'm blushing i can feel the heat on my skin. It's kinda burning and weird. Yes lance has made me blush before but never like this. I feel sick. 

I nudge him away softly and stand up. I feel sick off being lead around by him. I feel sick of his game's. I feel sick of how he treats me. I feel sick of lance. 

I feel unloved by lance. I feel sick by the thought of lance at this moment. I goto my room amd cut my arms a few times to make myself feel less sick with him but more sick with myself. 

~lances pov!~

 I look back. 'Why did i fuck up.' I pull my legs up to my chest and start crying slilently. I feel eyes on me from shiro. He puts his hand on my back. He hugs me. 

Then he leaves. I stand up and go to my room i grab my phone playing cherry bomb. The song reminds me of the first time I kissed keith. "Fuck no!" I change the song and first burn play's reminding me of the first time we danced. "Stop!" I change the song and it's limbo's airplane mode. The song makes me think of how i want keith. "Ugh!" I turn off the phone. Settng it down. 

"Why is everything I do about keith? I make myself hate myself for how much i want him right now." I say into my hands. I move my hands onto my leg jabbing the nails of my fingers into my skin till it oozes a red liquid. Also know as blood. "I hate myself." I do this again. I do it till i fall asleep hating myself like how keith must hate me. 

((A/n: darn that was long ish I'm happy with this in so many ways! Can't wait to know how y'all feel about it. Word count:1335. Very long for me i think this is the longest thing I've written.))