friends with benefits

Chapter 1

"He's so cute and every time he smiles I smile, and I just wanna kiss him all the time and ugh," my best friend, Natalie droned on. She was laying in her bed in our dorm room while I was laying on mine.

"I don't know what to tell you, baby, I'm happy for you I guess." I shrugged.

"What about you Jayden?"

"What about me, I was talking to a girl and she ended being straight, and then I started talking to this guy but I wasn't feeling it so I ended."

Her face fell and she frowned, furrowing her brows.

"You think a bisexual wouldn't have this much trouble getting laid." I sighed and tugged at my hair by the roots, I refuse to run my hands through it, my natural curls are too pretty. "And not even gender queer peeps wanna fuck me."

She gasped and exclaimed, "Jayden!"

Nat threw a pillow at me and I caught it and cuddled it.

"You really are lonely." She giggled. I stuck her the middle finger and she laughed even more before there was a loud banging on our door.

Nat was about to get up but I stopped her, "They're gonna yell and you're too fragile for that." I reasoned. She pouted and I opened the door, I was greeted by our neighbors, literal neighbors seeing as they lived in the room next to us in our suite. I opened the door revealing the two boys who lived next door, a pair of brown eyes looked at me tiredly, while a pair of blue eyes looked up and down my body. "We'll keep it down."

"Thank you, now get some sleep we have exams in the morning." Benji (aka Ben or Benjamin), said.

"Aye aye captain. Goodnight Benji, Milo." I bid them farewell, Milo gave me a once over, again, and a wink before walking away leaving Benji at my door, he followed behind quickly and I closed the door. I turned off the light and plopped down on my bed. I had actually been friends with these three since freshman year of college and I loved them so much.

"Jaylo." Nat chuckled.

I retorted, "Excuse me?"

"Milo wants to fuck you, but I think you'd be cute together."

"And you wanna make out with Benji, so we're even, good thing we're all going to live together."

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He pushed me against the wall, his lips never leaving mine. My hands tangled in his hair as my legs were brought up around him. He brought me to the bed where thing escalated.

-

My head was on his chest and his arm was wrapped around my backside, his hand resting on my ass, as we caught our breaths.

"We fucked up." I breathed once we were both calmed down, I remembered myself saying that the first time, yet the situation never seemed to change.

He laughed and replied, "I'm only paying attention to the first two words."

"Shhh," I put my finger to his lips, which he immediately kissed, "your after sex voice makes me want round two."

"Then let's get started."

-

"I can tell I'm your favorite friend with benefits." He joked.

I corrected him, "My only, but go on."

He told me a tale about my sex life, "From what you told me, you've never had a round two with anyone." I nodded. "I've also heard your strap game is strong, ew, so I'm flattered."

"You're welcome kiddo." I laughed kissing his plump lips.

"You ruined the mood," he pouted, "I wanted a round three."

I laughed again, "And I want to be able to walk tomorrow."

I got out of the bed and he tried to pull me back in. He wrapped both arms around me and refused let go.

"Let go of me." I laughed.

"Say my name, and please." He responded.

I sighed and said, "Milo, please let go of me."

You read that correctly. Milo and I were friends with benefits.

Milo slowly let go of me and I said a thank you before going to walk away. He kept his hands on my hips, turning me around and giving me a kiss before pulling on his boxers. I found my bra and underwear and slipped them on. Milo slid one of his shirts over my head, I thanked him and put my arms through. He picked up my leggings, his shorts and our shirts throwing them in our dirty laundry hamper.

"You look great in my shirts." He mumbled wrapping his arms around me, kissing my neck and purposely leaving a hickey.

"We're not going for round three." I insisted. "At least not this time."

He groaned and dropped his arms from around me. I walked away from him towards the door, he smacked my ass as I walked away and I turned around to look at him, sending him a smile. He smiled back, but there was a hint of sadness before he waved me off. I left his room quietly and heard noises come from my room, there saw also a sock on the door, meaning I couldn't go in.

"Might as well take a shower," I mumbled.

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Milo's P.O.V.

"Fuck." Was the only thought that ran through my mind once she left. We had been friends with benefits going on three years and I found myself falling for her. I managed to hide it pretty well, I was good at hiding my emotions.

I didn't know what got into me, maybe it was because we were graduating soon and moving in with our friends. It could've been because she told me I was special. All I knew was that I had to make sure I kept my emotions in control better. I mean I was acting like she was mine.

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Jayden's P.O.V.

"Jayden!! You in here?" Nat yelled through the door.

"Yeah! One sec!" I shouted back. I threw Milo's shirt on and walked out discreetly tossing my undergarments in our dirty laundry pile. "I'll warn you, I'm nude under this shirt, so give me a sec. Is there still someone in our room?"

She shook her head and I walked in and closed the door behind me. After putting on new undergarments and a pair of shorts I opened the door again. Nat closed the door behind her and sat on her bed.

"Spill."

"We had sex." She said quickly. "After my exams, I came back to take a nap and when I woke up Benji knocked on the door. He said his exam had ended a bit ago and Milo was hooking up with a chick so he asked to come in. I let him in and we both awkwardly sat on my bed. Then he confessed he had feelings for me. And one thing led to another."

I was hyper with excitement and tackled her in a hug.

"He finally dicked you down!" I exclaimed.

"I hate you." She mumbled.