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1 week. just a week and you've broken down over someone so important to you, someone you love within all of your heart.
was it your fault? no, not at all. but did you feel like you could've done so much better? yes.
you could've gone up to that hospital but you didn't want to see his face, most likely the face of pain hurt and devastation.. or maybe the face of happiness, excitement, or love.
but today you were gonna go, with mike and the others, today you were going to go see will. your heart pounded in your chest, as you gripped onto the hem of your shirt that will bought you for your birthday.. he always loved when you wore it,
that put a small smile on your face, until it disappeared once the car stopped in front of the hospital. you blinked a few times before shakily grabbing onto the car door handle,
"room 209" the nurse said, you mike and the others speed walked down the hallway, spotting wills mom pacing around the door. "mrs. byers!" mike slightly yelled, catching her attention. she smiled and nodded, "he's awake.." she said.
you jumped at the sudden burst of excitement as the door was pushed open and mike dustin and lucas rushed inside, you could hear their happy voices and laughs as they told will about their mystery and horrid adventure.
there you stood your hand rubbing your forearm while you stood in front of the door. you weren't ready to go in there yet, but something told you that you had to, that he was waiting for you.
that's when you felt a hand on your shoulder, you looked up to see ms. byers looking down at you. "he missed you.. he told me so himself." she softly spoke to you, "hell never be mad at you, he loves you too much." she said giving a different tone to "too"
"where's y/n?" will quietly asked the guys, "she's outside." "can i see her? please.."
mike and the others walked and and looked at you, "he wants you.." mike said looking at you with a small smile.
that's when your heart pounded. it probably could be heard a mile away. your hand twisted the knob and that's when you walked inside. "will.." you mumbled, your hand roughly pushed against your chest.
"y.n.." he smiled at you. you couldn't move from your spot, you were maybe 6 squares away from him.. to scared to move forward.
"are..are you okay?" you asked him. he nodded, his eyes blinking with a small smile on his face.
you broke down tears slipping out of your eyes, speeding up to the side of his bed, gently placing your head on his chest,
"i'm sorry. i'm so fucking sorry.. it's my fault! it's all my fault, if i was there with you this wouldn't ever happen. i'm such a terrible person. i'm so sorry, please don't hate me! i'm sorry i was never there for you when you needed me! i'm so sorry i'm a terrible girlfriend!"
you could barely breath through your hard sobs and your ramble, you could feel a hand on your face, wills thumb gently wiping away your tears,
"y.n.. look at me." he said, you did as asked and looked at his brown eyes that were staring intensely at you,
"please don't cry in front of me, i love you too much to see you break down for some silly thing.." you opened your mouth your hands tightly wrapped around the bars holding the side of the bed, "but it wasn't silly, what if you died?" he let out a small laugh,
"i'm still alive aren't i? i'm not going anywhere princess, nothing is your fault, you were sick and that's okay, i should've gotten a ride home.. so it's my fault.. i love you, so don't blame yourself for something you never did."
he gently grabbed your hand, placing a light peck on it.
"i love you."
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