Only His

12. Neil & Beth

Neil Edwin Anderson

Alpha's are the strongest and most powerful wolf of a pack. They not only should tame other wolf under their control but also their own wolf. Just a glance enough to analyze, dominate and reign. Its in the blood.

My first and foremost endeavor was to make friends with my wolf. Then under my command. A wolf's senses are his biggest strength. An Alpha wolf's senses are way too much times better than any other wolves. He is always alert and diligent.

I couldn't contain my wolf anymore. He wanted to run....against the fresh wind. The mixed emotions we had at that moment just made me to let him decide. I couldn't calm him. He wanted to go on... to let out the frustration... He felt betrayed by himself. His senses let him down. He couldn't even distinguish his mate.... Our mate...

A human could never have a change in their eye color. Sometimes at extreme emotional state and at times some lighting effect can increase or decrease a shade of their normal eye color. That's a rare case. Barely noticeable. But gaining a color entirely different from their original shade is never to happen. Her eyes appeared moon with some tints of forest greens that reminded moon taints. It was just a flash....a second or two but my eyes caught it instantly. My wolf was happiest at the moment as our mate called us by his name. His heightened senses and emotional level at the jiff helped us to capture the image in no time. Our happiness was set aside. Anxiety surged in like a hurricane hit without any prior notification from the weather forecaster..... that it actually succeeded in ruining every bit of extreme happiness we felt at the very moment. In a flick I was out of the stadium..... I dont know how I managed to get out of the crowd that fast. Next in the road. When I entered into the estate...I unrestrained my wolf. He surfaced and ran.... Until he reached the stream. He stopped at the verge. He wasn't tired yet tired of the emotional explosion happened inside him.... inside us. If only she was here.... The mere thought of her calmed our insides.... Raking her slender fingers through his coat .....wiggling her hands around his scruff would have helped in exiting his exhaustion. Her being there was what we needed at the moment.... He huffed and I didn't want to annoy him more. We both were in silence.

He knew from the beginning when our eyes landed on our mate that it is going to be different.....different for him. He knew he won't be able to huddle up with her nor he could nibble her face caring less about whether she like it or not....he couldn't enjoy a run and chase with her nor roll over in mud and later lick her coat to clean her and to show his utmost affection without hesitation . These were all his dreams for his she wolf.... but he admitted the fact very fast. He love our mate....even if she doesn't have a wolf form.
He was in the process of rebuilding new dreams from the debris. Somewhat in near future when she accept our mate bond and when she is all completely comfortable with the fact of being together with a werewolf.... When he could finally show himself to her when she is all ready....he had a handful of dreams and is in the process of adding new ones to it. He didn't even share it with me. The hurt was barely bearable. He positioned himself before he howled in pain.

I sensed the movement behind me and instantly I knew who it was. Mike is standing a safe distance away from us. He sat there under a tree.... After almost an hour or so my wolf made his way to the stream immersing himself in the cold flowing water to chill his burning insides. After a while, he let me take control. I shifted back to human form under water. I had been practicing this under water shifting for years. I mastered it now very well. It needs sheer control , power , immense determination and focus to shift oneself under water. I swam in the water for some more minutes. When I was about to step out Mike threw me a pair of shorts and a t shirt. We always have a pair handy. After putting the clothes on I sat down beside Mike. We both were in silence.

Did curiosity kill the cat or not but it killed the silence.
" I saw you talking with a girl. I didn't see her face though..... She is our luna....right...... Then suddenly I didn't see you. I took the car and followed your trace. Your wolf was surfacing otherwise It was difficult to trace you when we had already hid our scent "
I nodded yes when he said about her. I didn't let Mike meet her. He might destroy everything because he wont be able to control the excitement of seeing his to be luna.
Whatever arise in my mind is first shared with my wolf and the next to know it is Mike. I broke the news to him.
"You have been seeing her for past two days. You were near her. Not even a single hint. How's it even possible?.........."
He couldn't believe it. He knows.... For a pack an Alpha is its radar. He knows my ability well.
I just shrugged my shoulders as reply.