Beautiful Imperfections

Chapter 1

The worst feeling you will ever feel is hating yourself. I could never understand why some people make it their mission to inform you of all the reasons you should hate yourself. I already know I'm not beautiful, I am aware I have no friends and I can't tell you how much I want to thank you for reminding me. Not like it's an easy thing to forget in general.

After the normal parade of hatred I face every day, I went to the back of the class and took my seat. Grabbing my charcoal pencils and sketch book, i just started to draw. All of my emotions pouring out of me into a drawing.

" Madison, can you please come up to the board and diagram carbon 12 bonding with oxygen?" asked Ms.Baker.

I knew she was going to call on me, she does this everyday because she knows I completely ignore her class.

" Sure!" I replied in a very fake cheery tone.

I went up to the board and drew the stupid bonding diagram then returned to my seat.

I started packing up my stuff and seconds later the bell rang. I finally get to go home. Not like that was much better it was Friday meaning Joey is going to have his friends over for band practice.

I skipped the school bus and decided to walk home I really didn't need to listen to listen to 115 different reasons why everyone hates me. Because my life is how it is, it started pouring down rain. By the time I reached the front door I looked like I just completed the ice bucket challenge, twice!

I threw my bag against the wall and ran upstairs to change.

I threw on a red sweater and sweatpants, I blow dried my hair put in my earbuds and just listened to music.

Soon enough I could hear all of Joey's friends arriving making as much noise as possible.

Shortly after their arrival the sound of electric guitars and drums began. They weren't bad, but I just wasn't in the mood.