Back at home
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Harry's thoughts
I can't let those feelings back in, I can't deal with going through that again.Thank god nothing major happened at dinner and even though me and Louis barely talked seeing his face, his smol beautiful face and hearing his contagious laughter helped me realize I want him again, no I need him again.
Whenever Louis and I needed to talk about something we used to go on top of a restaurant near the harbor. The view was amazing and being alone with him just helped me relax, even with all drama with management. Maybe going there will help me think about everything and get my mind off Lou.
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Louis's thoughts
All I've been doing for the past hour is listening to sweet creature and scrolling through old videos of me and Harry. I let my first tear out when I realized what I was thinking about, I still love him, I never stopped, he left me and hurt me but I still love him. He didn't even apologize at dinner we could have been friends again but he didn't even try, why do I still love him, why am I still thinking about him.
Maybe it's because of where I am, I don't even know why but whenever life gets to hard to handle I find myself on-top of the roof of the restaurant near the harbor, something Harry and I once called our safe spot. I guess I never got over him and me thinking he'll always be next to me has helped me get through life. But even if I wanted to there's no way he'll ever even be friends with me, not after last time.
I'm suddenly distracted from my thoughts when I hear the door behind me open. I didn't know anyone even knew about this place, I jumped down from the ledge I was sitting on only to see a tall dark figure under the dark sky. I asked who was there but all I heard in return was a shy confused voice saying "Lou".
I didn't know what to say or who I was talking to, but when the man stepped into the light my heart stopped and I might have even stopped breathing for a second. "Harry?" I whispered praying it wasn't who I thought it was but when he replied saying it was him my eyes started watering and I couldn't stop it, it was embarrassing and I wanted to run away but my feet weren't listening. I felt like I was having a panic attack and didn't know what to do. Suddenly everything stopped when the warmth of a hug over shadowed the pain and all I could do was hold on tight.
Harry's hand rubbing the back of my head just made me realize how much I missed him but I couldn't give in so easily so I quickly turned around and ran downstairs.
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Harry
I don't know why but I couldn't see Louis like that so I did the first thing that I thought would help, I didn't know he was still mad and would run off, I felt the tears running down my cheeks but wiped them away and chased after him.
" Louis! Louis please wait, I'm sorry Lou please can we talk?" I yelled after him.
When I heard no reply I was scared something had happened to him and sprinted down as fast as I could, at the bottom of the staircase I saw him, hands over his knees, with his face buried in and it broke my heart.
" Lou" I called for him shakily.
I waited for 10 seconds but there was no reply
" Lou"
I places my hand on his back and that's when his face shot up revealing the pain on his face.
" WHAT DO U WANT HARRY?" he burst out.
" I just wanna see if your okay I didn't mean to over step" I replied.
" WANTED TO SEE HOW I FELT? YOUR A FEW YEARS LATE, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I CRIED EVERYDAY BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY, WHERE WERE YOU MY LIFE WENT DOWN THE FOOKING DRAIN AND YOU KNEW YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD HELP, WHERE WERE YOU WHEN YOU LEFT ALL BROKEN HARRY?" Louis shouted, finally losing his temper.
I didn't know it was that bad and it killed me that he felt like this. He deserved the world and I took it all away from him. The tears streaming down my face made it hard to see but I didn't wipe them away because the pain on his face was too much to take.
" Lou pl- please calm—calm down I'm so sor- sorry" I struggled to get the words out through my frustrated tears.
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LouisI can't believe I just said that, he didn't deserve any of it, the look on his face, I did that I can't believe I did that why did I do that.
And to make it worse I didn't know what to do to fix anything so without thinking I stomped past him, crashing my shoulder into his walking out the door, leaving Harry hurt and alone.
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Harry
I cant breath properly I don't know what's going on. Did I hurt him that much. Is that how he sees me, a monster who doesn't care about him at all.
I couldn't think straight and felt a rush of dizziness overtake my body as I fell to the ground and saw nothing but darkness.
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Louis's thoughts
WHY DID I DO THAT WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. SHOULD I GO BACK? WILL HE WANT TO SEE ME AGAIN?
Suddenly I heard a buzz in my pocket, I was curious to what it was since I turned off all my notifications because the dinner not wanting to see millions of tweets saying the dinner was for a reunion album.
It was Niall, I didn't know wether or not to answer but by the time I decided what to do, the call ended and I got a voice message.
Niall's voicemail: hey Tommo—————————- anyways see you soon.
I couldn't hear anything because of a loud ambulance rushing past me, I wondered why Ni thought we were meeting soon, I don't recall any plans, thank god I could replay the message, when I was sure the ambulance was gone I listened again.
Niall's voicemail : hey Tommo it's Niall but u probably already knew that HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Niall always seemed to put a smile on my face even in the worse times.
Niall's voicemail: anyways management is being a bitch and because of all the publicity the dinner got we're being forced to write and produce a new single. And if that goes well then we're doing another album and world tour. Not that I think any of us mind I personally am excited to get back together I just thought we wouldn't be so forced but aye life's life, we have a meeting tomorrow at 5 I'm pretty sure you know where, anyways see you soon.
The band getting back together was great and all but did he say tomorrow??? I was planning on apologizing to Harry soon but when I got my shit back together which is definitely not gonna happen in the next 24 hrs .
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RomanceHarry and Louis former band members watch euphoria and are totally disgusted so they decide to meet after not really speaking to each other since HIATUS and old feelings come rushing in