Two hearts *larry stylinson*

Regret

Louis pov

I felt bad, I still love Harry but I can't give in so easily I've been a mess since we broke up and I can't just allow myself to get hurt again. But I have to apologize, just not now..

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Harry's pov

It's 7:00 am after crying myself to sleep I still don't feel better. I have a writing session with the boys at 3 so I'm not really sure what to do for 8 hrs besides think about how I fucked everything up. Lou deserves so much better, why do I keep ruining his life?

I decided to walk to Starbucks and start writing for the Album. It took me a while to get there because a bunch of fans stopped me on the way and asked for pictures and congratulated me on the band getting back together, I wasn't in the mood but smiled and answered their questions because I know it's isn't any of their fault that I'm having a crappy day, it was mine.

When I reached I ordered a tall iced coffee and a croissant, sat in the corner of the cafe, opened my laptop and started typing.

9:30 am

I've been sitting here for 2 hours why have I written only 3 lines of complete crap.

I decided to take a break and opened my photo gallery. I haven't used this laptop in a while and thought it would be good to look at old memories with the band. Unfortunately the first thing that came up was an album full of pictures and videos of me and Lou. I tried convincing myself not to look but my hands didn't listen and pressed open. I scrolled through the pictures with a huge smile on my face. Why did we dress like that? Aww he looks so cute.

After going through all the pictures I got to the videos. Me and Lou used to Vlog everything we did when we lived together. The first video was him falling off a table after trying to reach a glass plate on the top shelf of our kitchen. He's always been so short but I loved making fun of him for it because he's so cute when he gets mad. I laughed a little too loud watching our vlogs and I think people were getting annoyed. I didn't realize my laughter disappearing as tears started falling down my face. Why can't we go back to this, we were so happy and didn't have a care in the world.

I closed the tab and went back to writing the song. By now I knew what I wanted to write and was rushed with emotion thinking about Lou and all the memories we shared. I was completely lost in thought and smiled yet cried while writing the song. It felt like I wasn't in this world and I have never put so much emotion into a song.

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Louis pov

I know I have a writing session in an 20 minutes but what can I do to get out of it. I can't face Harry after I rejected him, I could have at least apologized or explained to him why I did so. Well I can't explain to him that it's because I'm still In love with him but I could have made something up.

I was a mess but decided it's best if I don't skip since me and Liam are the main writers and Ed's gonna be there to help out. I threw on an oversized black hoodie, baggy sweats and headed out. By the time I got there the session should have started so that means Harry is gonna be inside, I hesitated before getting out of the car and slowly made my way inside the studio.

When I finally found the room we booked I was surprised to see Harry not inside, he was never late to these kind of things, I hope he's okay.

Niall: there you are tommo, always late. Liam and Zayn have been cozying up a bit too much and I was beginning to feel like a third wheel.