Two hearts *larry stylinson*

We're getting the band back together!

Harry

Waking up early after a good nights sleep is usually my favorite feeling ever. Except last night I barely slept a wink, so waking up today sucked. I had plans to have breakfast with my mum today, which usually excites me, but today I'm dreading it.

I'm really having an off day huh. It's just that I know she's going to ask about the dinner and more specifically Louis.

So.

I sighed deeply, getting myself ready and out the door at a fast enough pace considering I felt like I'd been run over by a bus. I met mum outside a cafe near my house and we made our way to a table. I decided we should be more in the back corner in case I burst into tears, which i just might.

"So how've you been? I heard you spent some time with Gemma recently." She said, glancing over the menu.

"Yeah it was fun, we just hung out and caught up with each other. We even painted each others nails." I replied showing her my freshly black and blue nails.

"Aw that's wonderful love!" She smiled widely at me and we fell into a comfortable silence, figuring out what we were going to eat. Once our food came we dug in and she asked the question I was waiting for.

"How was the dinner?" I took a bite of my scone and thought about how to answer.

"It was nice to see all the lads again. Talked about how bogus that dumb euphoria thing was. Niall's always fun and Liam showed me the cutest picture of him and Bear. Zayn was there too, isn't that great? Hadn't seen each other in a while so it was fun to catch up." I wasn't capable of lying to my mother so I tried to avoid the topic of the love of my life entirely.

"It's nice to hear they're all doing well. I'll have to ask Liam for that picture, I absolutely adore Bear."

Huh. Maybe she can tell I don't wanna talk about him. Who am I kidding I always wanna talk about him. But still.

"And how's Louis?" There it is.

"I'm not really sure mum." Just thinking about our short conversation makes me want to curl into a ball and stay that way forever. "I think he hates me..." I continued a bit quieter.

"Don't be daft honey he could never hate you." she was looking at me almost unbelievingly.

"Mum you should've heard what he said to me. He hates me for breaking up with him and I don't know what to do." I stuffed my face with food to try and calm myself down. Mum was quiet for a while.

Then, "Do you regret it? Breaking up with him?" She squeezed my hand gently.

"Yes of course I, well, It's complicated you know. Whenever we discussed a hiatus I never though that Lou and I would break up. But things got really hard and I wan't in a healthy state of mind. It was getting too much. All the attention and the constant tyranny of management. I wanted to get away from everything and be more comfortable with myself. I guess I was just so confused at the time that I didn't think it through completely. It all happened so fast too. It was nice, writing my albums and doing what I wanted. I felt free. But I missed him so much mum. Every time anything happened my first instinct was to call him. I even used to message him sometimes, but he rarely replied. It was when Jay passed away that we stopped communicating. And since then..." There was so much more I wanted to get off my chest but I couldn't form the words.

"Harry... If I'm being honest I think you just need to sit down and talk to him, about everything that both of you have felt and gone through. You two used to have this incredible ability to understand each other without even speaking and it was because you were honest. You were honest about everything and you trusted each other. That's what relationships are built off of and you need to gain back that trust."