Saturday, Morning. 7:00
While breastfeeding Creed. He was getting big and could possibly be bigger than any other 6 month old. People always comment that hes got to be 8 months or an eater.
Sometimes I question that he might be an eater and grow really tall one day or I assume it might be from his daddy's side.
Slight irritations from breastfeeding him. I really do enjoy bonding with him this way.
When he turns one, he's going straight to leveled up foods like oatmeal or mashed up soul food.
Thats my baby, I love him and Instead of throwing a bottle in his mouth and throwing him aside. That wasn't my type of parenting.
Although, when I have too much to get done. I'll give him a bottle full of pumped milk every now and then.
'All I need is a break.'
Euphoria thought, looking down at Creed and played with his curls."Creedy, Mama needs a break pooh."
Creed cracks a smile and went back to nursing. "Greedy ass." I laugh." Dont be checkin' that baby."
Gram thumped me on the head, while folding clothes."Give' em here and what's this 'bout a break?"
"Why you gotta do me like that?"
I stuck my bottom lip out.
"And Grammy I need you to do me a favor, tis the reason why I came here. For you to watch Creed. My hair appointment is at 9:30, I'll bring back groceries, some to eat, anything?""Money. Thats all I need. Your a whole 5 days late. I'll get the groceries my damn self."
"I'll get it, I'll get it.. My Job is the reason I couldn't get it to you in time. They held back my check for some reason. Are you sure, you don't want me to get groceries?"
"I want you to rest, Euphoria.
You worry, stress, and work too hard. I was plannin' on takin' my grandbaby wit me to the store anyway."Euphoria smiles, and sighed.
"Aight. Thanks Gram." I got up and hugged her.Even if she's always been tough on Euphoria. She did it so she could do better and be street smart. Seeing that she's been reckless in her teens, she knew something would have to change. She messed up on not talking to her about pregnancy and giving her too much freedom.
Being hard headed, she went ahead and did the small errands. Got herself something to eat, since she didn't eat when she left out.
Kehlani softly played on the radio, connected from my phone. I sat in the car, eating my McMuffin. Its the only thing I can afford and quickly stuff down to beat my appointment.
I dont really like McDonald's like that, but it was the nearest thing to get.
It makes my stomach queasy and unsettle.
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