fallen | ethma

part 8

we have finished the shoot for the day. it went well. ethan and i have seemed to start to talk more. normally. i just fucking hope i'm not getting myself into anything bad. god.

'hey em!' ethan yells as he's getting into his car
'what's up?'
'urth. 6 o'clock. be there' he finished with the cheekiest wink.

he seriously does it everytime. he gets you. how?

i'm on my way home when i get a call from des
'hey des what's up?'
'soooo, how was the shoot hon?'
'oh my god des, i don't even know how to explain how these shoots are going. we can't get our hands off eachother, i'm even scared the producers are getting annoyed,' i replied.
'em, i have to be honest. i'm worried for you. he's so so dangerous and getting your heart broken is the last thing we all need. i hope you'll be safe' she said anxiously.
'i don't know des, i have a good feeling about this.'

urth cafe 6:01pm
im waiting. this is classic. classic ethan.
'AHH! ethannn! don't scare me like that'
ethan jumps from behind me and tickles my waist.
'hey em. how are you? are you ready for our night?'
'more than i'll ever be?' i reply.

ethan and i both order and sit down.
we talk for so long, about everything we had to catch up on in each other's life. his sister is at college. my dad transferred jobs. all that. it was nice. genuine.

back at ethan's house
ethan and i pull up in his drive way. i'm nervous, i know what's gonna happen.
'let's head in, huh?' ethan says as he looks over to me.
i see the sparkle in his eyes from his garden light. so angelic.
'let's go' i say back smiling

we walk up the stairs to get to his room
i stop at the top of the stairs and stare at the photo frames. he catches up behind me and stares with me.
he turns and looks over to me. i look back.
he puts his hand up and rubs my neck. his head leans forward and he kisses my neck. i wrap my hands around the side of his head and twirl his hair. i feel his breathe on my skin and let out a deep breath.

here we go.

we both walk into his room. he pushes my back against his bedroom wall. the photos on his wall shake.
i put my hand up on the wall next to me and his hand grabs it and pushes it harder. he kisses me. i forgot how good he was at this.
i fall onto his bed as he falls on top of me. we make out for like 7 minutes. he gives me so many hickies which i know won't be good for the shoot. god. he's naughty.
at least tonight is a good night. with him.