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Music

I love to listen to music sometimes that's the only thing I do the whole day and I even like to make music as well or at least try to. Music inspires me so much sometimes it gets me all fired up for my soccor games or even a wrestling match. It also even calms me down when my anxiety starts kicking in or when I have a complete mental break down. Music has always been here with me my whole life and I'd never abandon it ❤. With music I mostly like the lyrics because sometimes when I'm trying to find a way to speak out to someone or to explain to someone how I feel I just cant find the right words and I get overwhelmed and I shut down. So instead I'll find a song I can use to help explain to someone how I feel.

I listen to a lot of like sad romance songs or just sad in general because sometimes I just like a more slower tempo of music and other times it explains me how I feel and helps me think to myself clearly. I've had one to many bad things happen in my life and it just becomes so hard to live with those memories but I'm glad I have those memories either if it was with family stuff or tough break up, those memories and music have helped me become a more stronger person and have helped me get through even worse times. Music is my life and inspiration to everything.