The word I would never say,
the word I would never explain.
The internal struggles I overcome not an utterance has left my mouth.
Almost 10 months the turmoil attacking me from the inside ,
Worsening for a month due to my illness.
I watched as two of my colleagues pulled faces when I said I was ill
Snickering as though my pain was a circus show to them
Telling me "what I missed" and not asking how I am in person .
I know it's my paranoia skewering my perception of facial expressions ,
However it is not something I wish to explain.
Till now .
I can no longer keep it inside
I want to scream it put on all the papers
I'm in pain , excruciating pain it's worse than the physical pain I had.
I'm stubborn in admitting but just asking, honestly , is overturning in my position.
Whoever you are, you know who you are ...
Thank you for encouraging me to open up .
This year with its highs and lows has been good for most people but I can't deal with the stress any longer.
Tears stream down as I write, I'm sorry for bottling it up , and thank you from the deepest of my heart for this opportunity
I may not end up even saying it but just going will be so healing so I honestly need it.
Thank you so much for your,
Help.
YOU ARE READING
Unspoken
RandomI stole this idea off someone they know who they are ..... this is more of a rant than just a message to someone about the unspoken things I have
