Alana Lovato - A secret sister (Demi Lovato)

Everything will change...

Demi's POV

i had no idea that alana felt that way. she's right i have been to absorbed in my career and i havn't bothered to even remotely involve her in anything like i do with maddie. Maddie comes on stage with me all the time and i recently invited her on my 'Demi World Tour' . I havn't ever asked alana to do anything with me and i feel horrible i can't believe it took me this long to realise it. I don't even want to remeber back to the time when i was addicted to drugs and alcohol and to hear that i physically abused my baby girl it crushed me, i felt like my whole world came crashing down around me and i soon was unable to breathe. I was having a panic attack.

I had no idea what was happening, i saw mum and dad trying to calm me down and ALana and Dallas were just sitting on the lounge like nothing was happening. I atleast thought that Dallas would help but i guess her hearing all the stuff i did to Alana triggered her anger towards me and i felt.. Scared. Dallas gets really mad when someone touches maddie and her and alana are much closer then her and maddie,now that she found out i hurt her baby girl will definately make her go crazy. From where i was on the ground i can see her nostrils flaring and i guess alana saw it to so she went and sat on Dallas' lap and whispered something in her ear that made her calm down a little. I just want to have that relationship with Alana but i don't think she will let me in. By now i was standing up to sit on the lounge where Dallas and alana were, but before i could sit down Dallas picked up alana and moved to another chair. Ouch that hurt. Mum and dad were now looking at me curiously now, im guessing that they want to know what my reaction would be. And to be honest i don't even know, i don't know what is happening and i can't even control my feelings, it's like when i was depressed it is coming back and so are the demons. I don't think i can reply to what alana said im just to shocked and heartbroken to even move.

Alana's POV

She is just sitting there not saying a word, i just poured my heart out of all the reasons i hate her and she just sits there. Ridiculous. I am soon filled with complete outrage that she hasn't said anything yet and it has been 10 minutes. 10 MINUTES. i can't take it any longer.

A- Are you going to say anything? i hissed

D- I don't know what to say then im sorr..

A- save it, i didn't spill my guts out to get apologies mum and dad made me so this wasn't my choice.. Dallas was now rubbing litlle circles in my back calming me down because she knows the symptoms of my panic attacks occuring.

D- I know you didn't Baby Girl but...

DA- DON'T CALL HER BABYGIRL. SHE IS MY BABYGIRL, YOU DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL HER ANYTHING OTHER THEN HER REAL NAME.

I cuddled into her because she is the only one who actually protects me. the only one wow.

D- Ok im sorry Alana, but i have been speaking to mum and dad and we all thought it would be a good idea if you stayed with me for  a couple of weeks.

WHAT? i started crying and Dallas stood up with me still in her arms.

DA- YOU ARE NOT TAKING HER ANYWHERE.. MUM AND DAD DON'T MAKE HER DO THIS PLEASE IT'S NOT THE RIGHT THING TO DO. SHE HURT HER AND YOU DON'T THINK SHE WILL DO IT AGAIN?.

M- DALLAS SHE IS RECOVERED AND HEALTHY SHE WON'T AND YOU KNOW THAT.

DA- HOW DO YOU KNOW MUM WE HAVNT SEEN HER IN NEARLY A YEAR AND YOU THINK SHE WONT HIDE IT FROM YOU? SHE JUST DOESNT WANT  TO GO TO REHAB AGAIN SHE DOESNT WANT TO DISSAPOINT HER FANS.

I love Dallas so much and she is sticking up for me and that makes me so happy i have a warm feeling in my chest and that's all from Dallas. I WILL NOT live with Demi or even talk to her ever again. i just want to stay with Dal Dal and then everything will be ok. An idea appeared in my head and i decided to whisper it to Dal..

A- Dal can you go for guardian ship? i whispered in her ear, surrounded by the strands of red hair.

I saw her eyes open and i think she thinks she can. But i don't want to run it passed mum and dad so iwhisper for her not to. She nods her head agreeingly and she scoops me up.

DA- Im going to take my baby girl shopping since you are all taking her away from me. she hissed 

D- Dallas im so..

DA- Save it Demetria.. She snapped and i watched as Demi sunk back into the lounge.

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