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Chapter 1

Patrick!!!!!?

Calling myself out of blue nanaman
I'm overwhelming myself in the series of everything. I never know anything at all as if

Hayys Eto nanaman ako nagsimula sa magulong simula

I've been starting to think about making books....Creating stories rather.....
But so many hadlang.....una tamad akong magsulat
Secondly kulang sa concept, thirdly who would read it.
Would I seriously waste my time making it?
"You are so practical naman!" Sabi nung isa kong kaibigan si Ara

"Tuloy mo kaya" Another of my friend said si Reya

Well, Try ko na lang...." Sabi ko and I stood up to go outside....

Well maaraw naman ngayon. like anong connect?!

I prefer gloomy days....Like clouds and winds pero hindi umuulan

Lumalalim nanaman ang isip ko dahil naisip kong nagsisimula na ang klase.....

At hala...Tama ang hula.....

Umupo na ako sa bangko and good thing hindi naman sya yung nakakatakot na teacher.

Lumipas ang maghapon with doing the same thing sulat, sulat, sulat....so exhausting

Kasabay ko si Reya sa pag-uwi. Imik-imik

Well Sa totoo lang maghapon naman kaming magkasama.

I always get to wonder nga eh kung pano kami naging friends.

Naalala ko nga nung iniinsulto pa nya ako noon.......All day, All afternoon.....

But now kasabay ko na sya.

Nakarating na ako sa amin at nag-ayus ng sarili

As if ayus pa ba ang sarili

Bumalik ako sa sala para kunin yung cellphone ko...

While I was sliding my messenger....I see Mary's Icon.....though nakakausap ko naman sya.

I chat her...and unexpectedly replied with "Opo"

I was so shook kaya nun.

As far as i know it was for a respect.

I couldn't stop her from using that term to me although she is older than me

In a tick of a clock narealize kong nakatapat na ako sa salamin looking myself

I was frighten inside myself. But fine in the outsides.

But looking to yourself at your own eyes in the mirror for a long time is not a good idea

I continue myself chatting her and it is already seven that time and chatting her was complicated to me and I was very shy at first. I even had a second thoughts about chatting her

I look into the calendar knowing today is Aug. 1

Bumalik ang tingin ko sa Cellphone and i tell her I was afraid looking at the mirror.

I didn't expect a response from her but i didnt expect to be like

"What? Seriously? " she chatted

Like what!?!?

I reply and she does too in a fascinating form
I was literally confused like whatsoever

-I'm saying maybe she'll understand but beinf weird is like being a loner

No One Understand you
But ever since then...

I was so into imagination pati ang bangko napagisipan ko ng may gulong para itulak habang naglilinis ng classroom.

Tumingin ako sa bintana para tingnan ang labas. Maraming estudyante pero nakita ko si John. It was kinda weird pero I know naman na it's not a connection at all.

Sinasara ko na yung bintana pero hindi ko maisara siguro konting langis pa ang kailangan nito. Lumingon ako sa pag-aayos ko ng bintana at nakita ko si Mika. It's almost second grading and Mika is always been jolly as the same.

Kumakain lang sya ng skyflakes at may hawak na tubig. Well ilang minuto lang ang lumipas ay binabati nya yung mga tao pumapasok sa loob.

As usual way nya nanaman yun pero umupo na ako sa bangko. Nakaupo si Mj sa unahan at sa pagkaupo na pagkaupo ko ay bigla-bigla na syang lumingon sa akin.

"Bakit?" tanong ko kay Mj

at usual na din ang kasunod na scenario nito......Tatanungin lang ako nito ng tatanungin. How umay?!"

Madali talaga akong mapingon sa tuwing ginagawa yun ni Mj kaya nagbuklat na lang ako ng libro para magbasa kesa tumingin sa hangin na kahit kelan naman talaga ay hindi ko makikita.

Hays Parang kami........

Pumasok na si Reya at Ara as usual kausap ni Ara si Mj. Buti pa si Ara hindi iniinis ni Mj eh ako....Haayys nanaman.

"May quiz ngayon ah?!" sabi ni Reya

Nagulat ako dun sa sinabi nya kanina pa ako nakatunganga sa hangin tapos meron palang quiz.

"MERON PALA!!!" sigaw at alam kong rinig to ng lahat.

Nagreview na ako and after the quiz nakita ko na ang score. Well hindi naman sya embarassing and most likely shocking kasi naman. I got two wrong. Marami namang nakaperfect. Even Reya, Mj and Ara got a perfect score.

Natapos ang klase at ako ay naglinis na. Good thing meron akong friend na kacleaner ko din. Kung hindi mag-solo akong naglilinis.

Habang ako ay naglalakad naalala ko si Ara. Back then she was a real snobber. 5 words lang ang nabanggit nya sa akin at yun ay "WOW, Grabe ganyan ka na" gulat na gulat nyang sabi and there she goes ang buong school year hindi kami nagkausap.

Narealized ko namang i've been so stupid and idiot this past few years. Kaya it's time for a change. HEHE

Maybe setting goal as wag kang babagsak sa first grading.....

It goes naman as usual.