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Ps. There is a trigger warning on most of this book
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10/04/18

I sit here watching the blood drip off my arm. It's funny how I wright with silver and it turns red. I wright with the silver on my leg... I wright worthless, alone, familess. Some words that were yelled at me today. As I look in the mirror I can't help but think of how bad I've actually become. I've tried to kill myself so much wanting to go out like my mother and father. There were so happy what happened to them to me. How could they leave there child so young in a way the child couldn't even understand. I guess that's the way life is....it sucks. I getting replaced soon my foster mom don't want me... no one wants me. I don't blame her I've acted out so much. I've screamed at her and hit her...but in my defence she deserved it... every bit of it. I wonder where I'm getting placed. I hope it's better then this one and I hope they understand......

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