I Never Thought

Chapter 2

"I shouldn't have done that!"

Nakakainis sobra. Here I am alone, again. I'm used to be alone since the day he left me. True enough, ang nakakainis lang is sa sobrang inis ko kagabi sa sarili ko, kinain ko yung ice cream na binigay nung mokong na yun. Ano ang nakakainis? May halo lang naman yung ice cream na yun!

Ang gago nya. Sobrang gago nya. Mago-offer sya na akala mo kung sinong mabait na tao ng ice cream na may halong pulverized diatabs. Gago talaga! Constipated tuloy ako ngayon. Guess what he told me last night when I'm half way eating that ice cream, "Miss, sorry I gave you the wrong ice cream, may halo yan na diatabs. Pampa-alam mo na."

Hayop! Nagd-drama yung tao sabay papakainin mo ng may halong diatabs. Nasampal ko tuloy. Nakakainis! Buti nalang talaga naka-inom na ako ng gamot pero ayoko talaga munang pumasok, mahirap na.

Colie calling..

"Hey where are you?"

"I'll ditch. Not feeling well." Buisit kasi yang Chris na yan.

"I'm afraid that you can't. Portfolios will be distributed later and you should go here to check what score you've got" Geez, how can I forget that?

"Can't you just get it for me then drop by here at my house? I'm really not feeling well today"

"Duh, it's mandatory that the owner should be the one to get the portfolio remember?" Damn rules, Now I have to go to school, life sucks.

"Ugh okay then, wait for me aight?" Then I threw my clothes on. After 30 mins I finally arrive. As I get out of my car, as usual, stupidents are staring at me. Don't they know that it's rude to stare?

"At long last, the queen is here"

"Don't act as if I made you wait for a hundred years, Ellie"

"Well, whatever both of you. We better doze off y'know?" 

After that. We went to get our portfolio. And lucky me, I got a score of 1.50. Not bad, huh?

"What's your grade, Leah Manuel?" I'm pretty sure she didn't pass her portfolio that's why she failed this semester. Again. Too bad, portfolio=sem grade. She always funking class and going to bars. No wonder.

"Fine. Go brag about your grades, Ms. Dean's Lister." Bitter much? Haha. "Before I forgot, what's with your 'not feeling well' drama?" Dang. Do they need to know what happened last night kaya bigla nalang ako nawala? Of course not.  I won't give them a chance to conclude na "accidentaly" akong napakain ng wrong ice cream ng isang buisit na lalake.

"I was up all night talking to someone that I barely got my sleep"

"To whom?" Think think think. I was about to answer when I saw Nathan.

"Nathan." Then I flashed my smile. Good thing Nathan smiled at me. 

"Are you both having a thing already? We reserved Chris for you pa naman."

"Oo nga, you and Chris look good together. Akin nalang to si Nathaniel." Nag-on nanaman ang harlot radar neto ni Leah. Hahaha. Pero shit, grabe ha. I-ship ba naman ako dun sa Chris na yun. 

"Of course not. Me and Nathan are just best friends. Are you guys insane?" 

"Best friends. Talk to the hand, KD." 

"Duh. Oo nga!"

"Okay, for us to believe you, mind if we dare you something?" I looked at Xandra. Ano nanaman?

"It's a both win-win situation. We help you move on with that stupid ex of yours, you help us win a bet."

"That's right. Do you remember Rainier? Yung kasama natin sa clique? He bet na walang magkaka-developan sa clique natin.  And guess what?" sabi ni Ellie

"We just contradict his conclusion," Leah continued. I eyed on her. "Oh no hun. Too bad mali yang nasa utak mo. I can't participate in the bet." 

"Where is this going? C'mon, just shoot it."

"Krisha Danielle Saldavia, listen carefully. You can move on if you let someone enter in your life." then Ellie, Xandra, and Leah looked at each other. 

"Hay ang slow!" sabi ni Xandra.

"LET CHRIS PALMA ENTER IN YOUR DAMN LIFE, DANIELLE!" sigaw nila sakin.

"No." I simply answered.

"You know, if you don't want others to enter your life how can you move on? Let's put it this way. When you finally let go of the past, something better comes along. Move on and let go of the past. It may be painful for now, but eventually you'll realized that letting go made your life a lot better." sabi ni Ellie.

"And girl, yan nalang revenge mo dun sa Andrei na yun. Don't give him the satisfaction of watching you suffer. Make him realize what a fucktard he is for letting you go." Sabi naman ni Leah.

"Move on, blah blah blah shits. Pero bakit sya pa napili nyo?"

"Trust us, Krisha. We know what we're doing. Hindi ka namin ipapahamak dyan."

"Besides, I can't let him hurt you. Tama na yung wala kaming nagawa before."

"Okay fine. I'll try."

"Shit! There's no room for trying!" sigaw ni Leah.

"Fine! I'll do whatever you want me to do. Let that Chris into my life. Move on. Okay okay, noted! Now please let me go?" Sabi ko sakanila. Nakaka-frustrate sila kausap!

"Okay. Deal's deal. No taking back. See you around!" Then I went to my mom. She said she's going to discuss something with me. Wonder what's it all about?