pretty boy ill protect you

chapter 28

(Alright so here is a deep chapter just a warning clear and please be advised it will be detailed.)

Reid pov

I stood before everyone nervous and anxious everyone waiting patiently and seeing bruises on my face which definitely upset everyone the recorder was in the middle of the table Hotch was ready to press it at anytime i gave the go. I took a deep breath and held Derek's hand secretly under the table once i sat. "Hit the button Hotch..." Hotch nodded and i started through the deafening silence that hit when i spoke "Me and Zack have been together for 2 years straight. The first time i was hit was 5 days into our relationship he threatened to hurt me more if i said a word...he didnt touch me sexually at all never forced me to jack him off or anything just beat me around cigarette ends,  whips, pliers.." i stopped for a second remembering everything shivering before giving a squeeze to Derek's hand and continuing "sticks, f-fire, belt, ropes, boiling water, an-and more...i cant say all of them...its too much a-anyways he beat me in various ways until the day of our case...when i uh went home i told him about how id have to go for a while and he freaked out before going insanely calm...he whipped me thirty times on my back painfully hard...a-after t-that he str..stripped me and tied me and gagged me so i couldn't leave or e-even call out for help be-before he..." i felt tears rolling but i just stared at the table going on " touched me the first time...telling me " you whore! You're just gonna hoe around and fuck agent morgan while I'm gone aren't you?! You dont think i know you want to then you should damn well be punished since you're going to do this...and when you get back I'll make sure you wont live to walk the next month you little bitch!! Hahahaha!" exactly as Zack said before he raped me not doing anything to ease any pain...i-i passed out shortly from it all and woke up grabbing a shower and then acting as normal as possible...after the case and we got back...Zack took me to the car and on our way home i told him i was breaking it o-off..he was shocked before he beat me more despite my injuries i still have...pulled my hair ripped my clothes off punched me...my ribs, face, and my uh balls...h-hard i blacked out and woke up in the middle of a forest and half naked but my pants and undergarment not far from me..before calling Morgan..and he came soon..i was cold and broken..nothing was solved by trying this i wanted to keep everyone out i didnt want anyone to know...i wanted to protect you all!! But now you are all in danger because of me!..." Hotch had already stopped the tape before i said nothing and i was crying so hard while holding onto Derek shaking from having to have said all of that...Hotch had rage, Rossi eyes were dark with rage so deep there wasn't an end to it. Garcia was crying before getting up and hugging me and i hugged her back JJ was crying out of fury saying "Reid i will kill him. He wont have his balls by the end of this!" her voice sharp and punctuated hard but very low with anger.